too typical to be normal

holidays

2011-12-22T21:58:00.001+08:00

i hate holidays. holidays are killing me. period.

i love working. yeah. you heard me right. im lovin my job dearly!

Memories

2011-11-12T11:16:00.001+08:00

wow. i really had forgotten how to blogwhore.

facebook really eats my brain.

latest update 12112011

2011-11-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

nothing much. just felt like posting. testing windows live writer.

might begin to write again soon

Outing @ bukit besar KT & pantai batu buruk

2011-07-22T18:52:00.004+08:00

Allah Peliharakanlah Terengganu... Amiin

First silhouetting attempt. Viewing Jambatan Sultan Mizan. Mydin bottom left.

Kalimah Allah overseeing Bandar KT

Downhill Bukit Besar

Failed bokeh attempt I

Failed bokeh attempt II

Inset: makcik mencari rezeki menjual layang2

Happy New Year!

2010-12-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone!

Have loadsa reasoon to be happy about 2010 and 2011, particularly my career and my personal life. 2010 is awesome and i bet 2011 will be moar awesome!

And I really hope that my childhood dreams will come true!
*praying hard for good news in the next couple of weeks*

On the other hand, I wish a good fortune ahead for dear readers (who happens to read this blog, accidentally i bet lol)

2008 and 2009 had taught me what is hardship and how persistence will help you in ways you can never imagine. 2010 is a high time for me.

2011 I will be flying high above the sky =)

a nice song. just for you =)

2009-10-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

Tsukiakari Funwari Ochitekuru Yoru
Shin Chan ending theme eps 249-297

(literal translation)
The night when moonlight falls softly
Only of you
Without being simply it even if I think even if I think
The night when moon light falls softly
As for you and two people
I want to walk the paths of the moon leading to the end of the sea

South wind brushes cheeks
Like a gentle palm
The whole body did you color
I seem to be stained with dusk

## chorus
I want to tell to be in tune with wind
I hug such thought alone

The night when moon light falls softly
Only as for the sad words
Like a wave to repeat itself again and again, again and again
A story of the common small love
Only as for the epilogue
You of the smile want the pure white page

The love that it isn't encountered
I am carefree and am good rather
Whenever new morning comes
A dream is over by a sigh

Japanese Romaji

## Tsukiakari funwari ochitekuru yoru wa
Anata no koto bakari
kangaetemo kangaetemo tsukirukoto mo naku
Tsukiakari funwari ochitekuru yoru wa
Anata to futarikiri
Umi no hate e to tsuzuku tsuki no michi arukitai

Minamikaze ga hoho o nadete iku
yasashii te no hira no you ni
karadachuu ga anata iro shita
yuuyami ni somari sou de

# kaze ni nose tsutaetai
sonna omoi hitori dakishimeru

Tsukiakari funwari ochitekuru yoru wa
setsunai kotoba dake
nandodemo nandodemo kurikaesu nami no you ni
arifureta chiisana koi no monogatari
epiro-gu dake mitai
masshirona pe-jini egao no anata ga hoshii

awanaide irareru koi nara
isso kirakude iiyone
atarashii asa ga kuru tabini
tameiki de yume ga owaru

Repeat # ##

raya

2009-09-23T10:31:00.006+08:00

this raya not so good for me.

first day everything went ok. went 'beraya' with my sisters and bro. not very much to say, but its been an enjoyable outing.

usual raya routine, solat sunat, then g rumah sedara mara, then balik kg.

2nd day, early morning, makan lemang, which spells disaster to me till today. turns out that lemang oredi 'nak basi'.

to my perut, 'nak basi' means 'sudah rotten badly'. my stomach cannot tolerate even the slightest food that is uncooked, or nearly expired. i will get bitter diarrhoea for several days, which is what i'm facing right now. second raya, third raya and today, fourth raya i spend mostly in the toilet. last night, i counted almost 25 times i went to the loo from 12 midnight to the dawn. almost kene buasir lol.

thinking of going to the hospital. but i think the doctors wont do much. put in 'air' then wait wait and wait in the ward for a few days then discharge.routine for assholes getting paid thousands for dispensing panadols and antibiotics.sorry for my generalisation of their profession lol.

anyhow, sbb sakit perut nk kareb, upload pics dulu. tata...

sisters n mama

me and bdk2 kecik (one called me ayah for no reason at all lol)

me and sis

a belated hari raya wish

2009-09-21T13:19:00.004+08:00

homemade dodol

homemade lemang

selamat hari raya to all readers. nak rasa lemang dan dodol jemputla ke rumah. unfortunately lemang dah habis, so rasa dodol jela.

one word

2009-08-25T13:06:00.003+08:00

16th August 2009.

so many words to say to describe it.

in the end, only one word can define it all...

...

ALHAMDULILLAH

it haz another caturday

2009-08-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

to do list today

2009-08-08T09:51:00.003+08:00

ponteng kerja

go to clinic. check my one-week-old cough

get an mc

tido

bangun

tido

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and they say life is interesting.

irony? i bluntly say bullshit. lol.

asia ceramic

2009-08-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

in the mood for multiple updates today. first, asia ceramic.

http://www.bnm.gov.my/index.php?ch=8&pg=14&ac=1880

i'm not going to comment on BNM's action. it's their duty to investigate any monetary-related cases or suspicious transactions by legitimate or illegitimate companies.

indeed, this company have a weird taste of a business plan.

buying a cheapo clay for more than a thousand bucks is strange enough. and selling it back for a higher price? hurm...

one may suspect this is the case of money laundering. a racket of crime syndicate trying to make illegitimate money usable in mass market. seems like a movie, but plausible.

well, suffice to say i certainly hope it's not what i thought it is. and too bad for anyone who recently chuck their money in. BNM will freeze the money and looking at previous record of BNM investigations, god knows when they will release the money.

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http://www.azizwan.com/wah-asia-ceramic-memang-hot/

looking at this link, one might say it's related to the news above.

sadly, it's just a cheap ass bastard trying to push his website up the google search to attract traffics.

and its fucking annoying to find out the link i just clicked on is just a waste of bandwidth.

eff. at least write something lah... ugh!

need advice

2009-08-05T21:01:00.004+08:00

I'm buying another property in Penang. ~5km from Bukit Mertajam and ~2km Kulim, double storey terrace house. 20x60 sqft. selling at RM95k. got security guard also in the housing area.

OR

in Kulim, taman selasih. terrace, single storey, corner lot selling at 85k. big area and can renovate some more.

which one u think the best? just asking opinion here he he.

ASB loan

2009-08-05T20:29:00.004+08:00

to those of you who already had ASB loan from local banks, just carry on. this is just a friendly advice for my friends who have not done so.

ASB is incorporated by PNB as BUMIPUTERA ONLY trust fund, as an incentive to encourage saving habits to bumis and enculcate investment without exposing them to unnecessary risks.

however, most of malays are lacking the fund to join ASB to reap its full benefit. average return per year is around 7% lately.

this is where banks giving away loans for this fund.

i read through the internet, and i reached to a conclusion that taking loans for asb is not a smart method of investment.

unless you cannot discipline yourself in saving your money.

banks saw this as an opportunity to gain money without exposing themselves to unnecessary risks. offering at BLR -1.25% (actual rate of some bank) this seems attractive. i, however, see this just as another alibaba license. banks dont have to be a malay to invest in asb, rather, they used their customer's name in obtaining asb certs.

and during bad times, BLR can go as high as 12%. instead of you getting the dividend, you are paying the banks for nothing! i know this is the worst case scenario, but no one can predict the future.

it's better you save your money little by little. you will have full control of your finances and who knows, maybe you need extra funds in emergency?

unless you cannot discipline yourself and need to be forced to pay monthly loan, don't take ASB loan because it's just a way banks make free profits with minimal risk.

i hate it when i thought of working for the bank for free. i expect them to pay me, not the other way around.

i know the loan means you have a leverage for your money in the long run. however the return is too small <10% making it unattractive, at all. only make loans where you can be confident that the spread is more than 10%.

well, that's just imho. any comments are welcomed =)

rant 002 - hopeless

2009-08-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

hopeless

@home
@career
@life
@myself
@finance

sigh

i really hope they postpone convocation since i'm having the worst time of the year (sorry to sound selfish, but this is just a mere personal hope. kinda like self-thought)

someone lend me a non-judgmental ear pls? or a shoulder to cr... er nvm.

apparently, u can find many cross-eyed guys in construction industry.

or maybe its just me?

selsema BABI

2009-07-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT : H1N1 NOTICE!

Dear Staff,

As of Wednesday 29 July 2009, the Ministry of Health has reported a total of 1266 H1N1 positive cases with 4 fatalities (574 import and 692 local). Who has also reported a total of 169753 cases of H1N1 and 1125 fatalities among the 159 countries affected.

In UTP, we have started to screen and isolate students who are showing symptoms of Influenza-Liked Illnesses (ILI). Under the advise of Dr Saadah from UTP Health clinics, we have placed 73 students (52 males and 21 females) under quarantined in Duyong (old V5-males) and Village 2 (females). They continue to be observed and receive medical treatment from UTP Health Clinic Officers. Some of the students have recovered and released from being quarantined but continue to receive high number of new cases.

We have taken and sent 5 throat swab samples of the students with serious conditions for further analysis by the Health authorities and waiting for the results sometime soon. We will continue to monitor the situations and work closely with UTP Health clinic and District Medical Office (Perak Tengah). We will assist in providing facilities and support in Duyong (80 beds), V2C (64 beds) and house (16 beds).

Personnel from various departments (Residential College, HSE, SSS, security, administration and others) have provided full commitment in supporting the need of the students. We will also require volunteers to further assist us in providing support for the students who had to be quarantined.

Please continue to observe the need to monitors your health and maintain a good personal hygiene. Practice social distancing and avoid going to crowded public places to avoid possible spread of the virus.

If you develop the symptoms of ILI (high fever, sore throats, body ache and difficulty breathing), please seek immediate medical attention and follow the advise of the attending doctor. Wear the facemask to avoid further spread of the virus and impose a self quarantine if required.

Mohd Noh Karsiti
Chairman H1N1 Taskforce.

i want to make it!!insyaallah :)

2009-07-28T22:35:00.004+08:00

Ada perisa keladi. Ada warna kuning keemasa dan juga hijau

Berwarna ceria dan ala jelly muka buminya

Berinti kaya berwarna pink dan lembut

Telur putih menjadi bahan utama

Ala-ala donut malaysia. Main Ingredients: keledek

Inti kelapa atau kacang hijau ataupun mungkin juga serunding. Berbentuk bulat. Jarang sekali ditemui bentuk lonjong, tapi tetap wujud.

Biasa dipanggil kuih untuk orang xde gigi.

Inti kelapa yang digaul gula melaka. Di gulung2 ala popia

Di salut tepung beras. Wujud dalam analogi. Cth Ayat : "Popuan tu pakai bedak dh cam _______ dh aku tengok"

Ada kale hijau. Ade kale kuning. Ada ada inti, ada juga yang kosong.

Origin : Kelantan. Bahan utama : Telur

Common digabungkan 4 unsur kejadian. Tepung, pulut kaler merah, gula melaka dan kepala santan yg agak pekat(optional). Rasa seperti bubur sumsum

Ada gula di lapisan bawah. Dibungkus daun pisang. Kalau ada jagung, dipanggil Kuih Talam.

Tahan lama. Disira dalam air gula. Antara bahan : kuning telur

Kadang-kadang bole ada bijan. Kadang-kadang xde bijan.

Bole dibentuk mengikut acuan. Atau di potong bersegi. Common kaler coklat atau bole diwarna warnikan

Perisa keladi kaler purple. Perisa ubi kaler kuning. Biasanya lapisan hijau sekaya dan lapisan putih nipis di buat dari pulut atau tepung.

kaler common Hijau tp bukan Incredible Hulk. Bole juga diwarnakan dengan apa2 kaler...

Terlalu banyak nama. Antara nama panggilannya 'kekoh kekoh cha'. Gula Melaka di dalam

Tekap guna acuan. Lembut dan ringan. Kelapa kat atas. Wujud juga dengan kale pink atau kuning mengikut perwarna. Common hijau lah.

Juga dikenali kuih telinga keling. Manis sgt

Ringan.Sedap cicah air teh.

Pulut. Di gaul ngan kelapa dan dimakan bersama gula Melaka.

kelaparan

2009-07-28T12:19:00.001+08:00

rasa macam nak goreng masak merah jer die ni...goreng pon sodap :D

p/s: sori spam di blog kamu :P

oh ya

2009-07-23T08:10:00.002+08:00

maafkan sikapku semlm.

sori. tak sepatutnya bersikap begitu.
janji takkan ulangi lagi.
janji.

rindu...

antara berani dan kurang ajar. antara pengajaran dan mengajar.

2009-07-23T07:39:00.005+08:00

salam.

rempit. kl drift. lenjan. bohsia. budak kelantan.

itu nama filem2 baru kat malaysia. nampak trend nya?

ter baru? ANU DALAM BOTOL.

kosmo

wtf semua nak jadi gay hari ni?

dah jadi trend ke nk buat filem, amik problem sosial jadik tema?

alasannya?
- masyarakat lebih terbuka
- menyedarkan orang ramai
- tidak bersifat denial terhadap masalah sosial

bullshit. tu semua nak untung saja tu. sapa yang tak suka tgk diana danielle pakai skirt terselak? tgk lurah raja farah yg slurp2? tgk 2-3 ekor lelaki kenduri sorang pempuan?

pengajaran taik kucing engkau.

berapa ekor mat rempit insaf lepas tgk cite remipt? baper ekor bohsia nk bertaubat lepas tgk bohsia? brapa org pusher yg insaf lepas tgk filem gangster, castello?

kalau nak sedarkan sangat, tunjuk adegan rempit tu 2-3 saat dah la. lagi 3-4 jam tu tunjuk eksiden pecah kepala patah tengkuk putus anu. baru diorang nak sedar.

kalau nak sedarkan pusher, tunjuk bab kena tangkap sampai tengkuk patah kena tali gantung. baru berkesan.

kalau nak sedarkan bohsia, tunjuk ex-bohsia yang tgh kurus kering tunggu masa nak mampus kena AIDS.

ini tidak, tunjuk bab2 seronok saja.

nak lagi best? tunjuk seksa kubo. biar derang tau seksa nnt lam kubo.

babak yg tu cepat2 lak Lembaga Penapisan Filem nak sensor. memberi impak negatif kepada kanak2 konon. pigida. br kena tekan sket dgn pengarah2 lancau dah terkincit. as an authority, you must know your responsibility and work. Jgn biarkan orang lain pengaruhi kerja kita pulak.

tak tahulah. ketahuilah wahai orang2 tua skrg. zmn remaja adalah zaman bodoh. ya aku mengaku aku pernah bodoh. apa yg ditengok, semua nak dibuat. aku pun remaja lagi. tapi dah lewat remaja la hahaha. jangan la g sodok diorang dengan filem2 picisan dengan alasan nak bagi pengajaran tapi sebaliknya mengajar pulak diorang buat kurang ajar.

filem-filem macam ni bukan berani. tapi filem kurang ajar.

chow, post pedas dari aku. babai.

are we friend?

2009-07-21T13:29:00.004+08:00

are u good enough to call someone as ur best friend?

are u good enough to be his/her best friend?

better just be friends cause we're both not good enough for each other

THE END

rant no001: no fun anymore

2009-07-19T18:24:00.004+08:00

i'm depressed. yes i am. no matter how i'm trying to hide it, i still feel empty. on weekends, i sleep the whole day. on weekdays, i work till 6p.m. and at night, i spend my time browsing through the empty space of internet about things that is never going to affect me at all. then i sleep.

where's the weekends i used to have while i was in college? or the weekends i had during my intern? lepaking with friends and people of many sorts. i must admit that right now my social skill is nearly paralysed. living with parents isn't helping at all. it just doesn't feel right to go mamak and watch football, go back home at 2am while my parents are sleeping.

everybody's busy. so do i. but i think i'm being unfair to myself. it's all work and no fun now. i'm really messed up right now. to quit my job means that i'm giving up hope on my life.i don't want to talk about it with anyone. not even to closest people in my life.

ah just forget it. my life sucks. why ramble about it anyway? adios

random thoughts 001

2009-07-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

today i watched transformers 2. not in the cinema btw and i confess that i slept halfway into the story. then i woke up 10 minutes before it ends and wtf the robots fought each other till the end of the dvd. no wonder i fell asleep then, 2 hours of continuous screeching metals and screaming tires wtf. and megan fox's hotness can't redeem the worth of this movie. yea i know partly because of he clubbed thumbs wtf that is a major turn-off for me.

well clubbed thumbs or not, if you google hard enough, you can find pictures of her wearing only nip-guard. wtf ONLY NIP GUARD. no pictures here I'm trying not to be a pervert lol.

just forget about my previous post. i rarely post in anger. when i do, i realy mean it. and the 'this is my rant' warning is just to warn you readers that i need to release my anger to my blog, not YOU. if you find my post depressing and offensive, go and read something else at your pleasure. that post wasn't meant for you anyway.

on contrast, i am happy today. no worries whatsoever. and my work went on smoothly. i don't really care anymore as i think i need to value experience more than anything else. if there's any other offer, i will go. no need giving myself a big headache thinking about something I can't control.

since tomorrow is weekend i want to have a nice relaxing break at home.

a rant post

2009-07-11T16:51:00.003+08:00

be warned that this is a rant post.

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i warned you enough... so...

I HATE MY JOB
I HATE MY JOB
I HATE MY JOB

not just the regular 'i hate my job because its boring' or other lame 'hate my 9 to 5 job' rants you see in typical stupid blogs that don't know how to differentiate between 'responsibility' and 'work'.

It's just that I REALLY HATE MY JOB.

oh noes. i don't hate my job.

i just FUCKIN HATE MY STUPID LAZY-MORON ASS BOSS!

just terminate me, idiot. i won't lose my fucking life just because im terminated from your stupid company.

Bumiputra Kelas-A kontraktor my ass
satu kulim kenal my ass
wants to be like ahmad zhaki and IJM my ass

bullshit

there are reasons why so many people quits from your company, idiot. and one most profound reason is YOU.

now you can talk cock in front of us. someday someone will bash your lazy ass without mercy.

and it's your fault your company got terminated from the project. IN YOUR FACE, SCUM!

wait till my contract is over. i will bash your stupidity here. and i will tell the readers of my blog what knd of company you own.

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OK.

enough ranting. -back to job hunting-

Browser-centric OS

2009-07-09T07:03:00.003+08:00

As the title suggests, does browser centric OS be the future of computing? This piece was written because of this announcement:
http://googleblog.blogspot.com/2009/07/introducing-google-chrome-os.html

their promises:
- Free lightweight OS for netbooks
- browser as the main application
- user-centric UI (speed and simplicity)
- better security
- compatibility across systems (x86, mac, arm etc)
- lightning fast startups

most of it have been on my mind for ages. for instance, fast startups. why should we wait (or rather, 'waste') 15-30 seconds of our life waiting for bootup, just to check our email? cant we just push the power button and instantly read our email? drivers can load later imho.

to take browser into the heart of an OS is not a new idea. remember netscape and its similar idea? a decade ago? even MS tried to integrate IE into windows, but they faced antitrust charges (remember ActiveDesktop?). Google's idea is nothing new of sort, but with more widespread broadband access across the world, it's now viable and usable, when compared to ancient ages of dial-up during the netscape time.

and security promises, we certainly hope that Chrome OScan live up to its expectation. we certainly know the limitation on how an OS can secure its users (well, most of the users don't. lol!). majority of security compromise can be avoided if the users use a bit of thinking when they want to submit their private informations online. so let's see how Chrome can beat OpenBSD in terms of security (they might as well use OpenBSD kernel instead of Linux =b)

only less than 24 hours from the announcement and people are already speculating. let's hope that this will be another milestone product from google.

well, here's a gift for you, another windows-bashing comic. enjoy =D

http://xkcd.com/529/

get well soon sis!

2009-07-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

to kakak,

sorry to hear the bad news. we certainly hope that you will get well real soon. don't worry too much because our prayers are with you and we hope your dengue fever is not serious.

nyamuk jahat!

mama, ayah and adik2 certainly missed your presence and are looking forward to your arrival this coming august, my dear sis. so promise me you will get well soon ok?

he he, she's one great adik whom i called kakak since kecik lol. imagine when we both talk to each other, 'kakak' and 'abang' huhuhu.

ps - bila boleh buat surat MC nih? tak larat nak beli dari klinik lah. mahal mintak hang buat free ar nnt. kira setel utang =D

from your beloved abang

celcom totally suck this week

2009-07-05T15:35:00.004+08:00

i used to connect to the internet using my PDAphone as a modem. however, this phone will become scorching hot and its battery life is getting worse every day.

so i decided, its time to buy a dedicated 3g modem. and its kinda cheap right now, just over rm150, compared to rm399 months ago.

so i bought one last week, and happily plugged it in my PC. speed was good, at least comparable to my PDAphone, until last friday.

see for yourself:

wtf HSDPA with this kind of speed? not even 5KBps!

dear celcom. if you want to sell this kind of service, dont name it celcom broadband. name it celcom dialup or anything other than broadband/3G/HSDPA.

and this is not my 3g modem's fault as i tested my subscription with my PDAphone and it's just the same (<5kbps)

dont make me switch to winet or other providers. once i switch, i will never go back. and i will make sure everyone around me knows how bad your service is.

the grandiose of having the intent of making things happen

2009-06-30T21:31:00.003+08:00

this world spins with only one rule: uncertainty.

and yet, we plan.

and plan.

and plan.

And it becomes a necessity to plan just to control those uncertainties. Unfortunately, it's always the other way around. In the end, GOD determines our life.

We plan, He determines. (kita merancang, Allah menentukan)

While planning, we may forget that All-Powerful is the the one who plan for us earlier. And sometimes, we plan arrogantly, telling people that this will work, this is going to happen, things are so predictable and no problems are expected, and worst, telling people that your plan is going to work no matter what.

In short, arrogance.

And unexpected things will hit you at times like this. You will suffer. All your supposedly great plans will vanish into thin air. Your dreams shatter. And destiny shows you no mercy at all.

and you realize, no matter how much you try to control your life, there will always be a twist of plot for you.

Don't worry, those are necessary lessons of life. Never regret your life at all.

Having intentions of making your dreams realized already proved that you're a champion at challenging life, not a sore loser who sulks at his mediocre lowlife (no matter how grand he lives).

have a good day =)

oh ya, this is an apology postt, as i promised b =)

Between different views and conflicting interest

2009-06-20T07:23:00.002+08:00

when talking about views and interest, one might wonder, are there any connection between those two? 'view' here is taken from the context of your paradigm, outlook and vision to an issue or an individual. many would say 'most' of our views are clouded by our interest, as we are, subconciously, a narcissistic creature. when we look into something, no matter how far reaching it is, subconciously we think of what's in it that might affect us, either positively or negatively.

this is by far, how our brain works. we live in our own sphere of life. and we try to connect our sphere to others', while maintaining our own. this social instinct is hardwired into us by Allah as a mean to protect ourselves, family, religion, race, aspiration, political ideology and many more.

however, most of the time, this mechanism can be very annoying to people around you. and sadly, this is how people in Malaysia reacts when it comes to politics.

i can say, the people around me can be divided into four groups, politically. Pro government, pro PR, indifferent group and critical group. the first two are really a bunch of annoying people. they don't allow critical thoughts that provoke their skeptical minds seep through their brain and trigger their thinking switches.

let me take an example. a BN leader is convicted with corruption. immediately the response from pro PR bloggers are BN korap, UMNO rasuah, UMNO itu ini, wihout any hesitation. this generalisation of people is culturally repressive and does not promote development of quality thinking. another example, when a PAS state representative is having a marital problem involving his second wife, immediately the response are pemimpin PAS mempergunakan agama, berpolitik atas pentas agama especially from pro BN bloggers.

and all those name callings - YB BABI, Najis, mamakdey, muka sembap, and many more are just nauseating and plain disgusting. if you want to comment, dear readers of politic blogs, do it intelligently and give comments that add values. not comments that insults your own intelligence. if you want to post hu-ha comments, do it on a private blog, please. this is simply saddening. our political attitude is simply not showing signs of maturity, although at some point, we do realise that government is not all angels and PR is not all devils, and we don't really take mainstream news for granted.

anyway, good luck malaysia. may the best be with us the loyal citizens of Malaysia, no matter who the government is.

what the beep!

2009-06-06T16:55:00.003+08:00

was hopping around the net for regular visits on usual sites.

but...

anyone willing to explain why they close down this site?

owh *beep*

this is the most important resource for me on the net. why the hell they close it down?

not in a good mood now.

-down-

a good, deserving win

2009-05-28T05:13:00.002+08:00

barca 2-0 manyoo.

such an astonishing performance from the catalan club would be an understatement of their effort tonight. heaps of praises should go to iniesta for his superb performance controlling the midfield. etoo and messi for their finishing. and efforts from henry, xavi, puyol.

and where the f*** is ronaldo? greatest footballer my a**. losing his pace against carlos puyol is one thing, but losing his cool against his opponent? seeing what he has done to puyol, i really think the fans should rethink about all the hype that has been given to him. all he played tonight was anything but football. period. and he has not been influential tonight. not enough to justify all the credits he had been given.

pep guardiola should be given proper credit to the team's win tonight. after all, barcelona really played as a team, with all those fluid passes, slick through passes and effective runs that outclassed the supposedly epl champions.

come to think of it, is epl THAT competitive? or is it just another hype? or is it just that la liga is so much better than epl?

you decide. =)

henry and messi:

ni lol:

pep guardiola, one of few men who won champs league both as player and manager:

crazy A319 takeoff

2009-05-13T20:52:00.003+08:00

credit to http://flyfreakmatter.blogspot.com/2009/05/ter-kench-or-ter-berry.html

sorry to the blog owner if she felt that merely re-post that video is lame.

mahu tahu apa perasaan nek kapal terbang dengan sekor pilot sewel?

luls!

Love Story

2009-05-03T10:49:00.003+08:00

cuti yang bosan. btw pek, semlm aku bwk mel g makan2. hahahahah. mel cengal dol. skang dia petikel kat kulim. abeda.

on another note, nice la plak lagu nih.

Love Story
Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

confession

2009-05-02T16:43:00.005+08:00

ini adalah post pengakuan. kalau rasa masalah korang sendiri dah terlampau banyak, dinasihatkan jangan baca. kang pening kepala korang. ahah.

and i warn you, this post will sound a bit cheeky, bold and seems aggressively arrogant. luls. and maybe, to ambitious.

dah warning dah, so pandai2 la korang. jangan pas baca komen2 pelik2 plak ahah.

kamu tahu apa cita cita aku dari kecik? masa umur 7 tahun rasanya, aku join rombongan nganto nenek sedara pegi haji. kat bayan lepas, pulau pinang. masa tu meriah. macam pasar malam kat situ. hampar tikar, berkelah ramai2. seronoknya. tapi kamu tahu apa yang paling menyeronokkan dalam kepala hotak 7 tahun aku masa tu?

tengok Boeing 747 teksi kat runway (when a plane is moving around an airport, we call it taxiing) luls.

a Boeing 747-400 taxiing on a runway. What a beauty.

fuh. aku tengok gergasi betui kapalterbang. macam mana dia bulih terbang nih? musykil aku. tapi memandangkan masa tu internet pun takdak lagi kat malaysia rasanya, so aku tokleh nak google hahahahah. tapi dalam hati aku dah pasang niat kuat-kuat "AKU NAK JADIK PILOT SATU HARI NANTI". bijak kan palotak aku masa tu? macam mana la aku bulih tau kapal terbang tu ade 2 ekor manusia bawak. ahahah. tapi aku tanya gak la bapak aku sapa yang pakai peak caps + epaulette + kot yang ader stripe kat lengan + tie itam. oh sungguh kacaklah jika aku dapat pakai. kan kan kan? uniform pilot tuh ahah.

:D

so sampailah sekolah menengah cita-cita aku macam tu. and i deserve having such a high ambition, because i was in an "elite school" lah kononnya. ahahah. talking about produk gagal :b

after school, i have a few choices, go straight into MAS or SIA cadetship. I wouldn't remember if MARA was sponsoring pilot students back then (2004) and i just knew they did in 2007.

singapore girls? (SIA stewardess)

or malaysian girls? luls! (MAS stewardess)

however, to go to SIA cadetship, you need to have a bachelor's degree, which didn't have, so i was left with two choices: do my degree first or directly go into MAS cadetship.

and i did not pick he latter. you know why? SIA's fleet are mostly widebody, and cater for long haul journey, so when you first enter SIA as second/first officer, chances are, you will be assigned to any widebody aircraft, unlike MAS, where you will be assigned to a 737 or fokker 50 first (both are 'small' aircraft).

plus, having a degree AND a flying license will give you an edge over someone who doesn't, right? don't argue my shallow statement, but MOST of us will think that it's cooler to have both, isn't it? =b

and luckily for me, at that time, this *ehem* company is offering me a place to pursue an engineering degree in its private university. i said to myself "this is an opportunity!". i will finish my degree first, then go to SIA!

apparently, that's not the case for me. 2009 was the suwey year for me. first, SIA stopped taking Malaysian cadets. second, MAS stopped its cadetship programme. third, MARA also rumoured to sponsor the last batch of pilot cadets in May 2009. fourth, i had a tumor as big as my fist inside my guts. fifth, i was dumped by my girlfriend. oh, lari topik plak lol.

and now, to pursue my ambition would be an uphill task. where can i find 275k to pay for the course? sure, banks can give out loans, but where can i find collateral for the loans?

and if i did manage to find the money, would i pass the Class I Medical Examination to qualify for the course with this 'thing' inside my perut?

sekarang? redha sajalah. mungkin itu bukan yang terbaik untukku. mana tau kalau bawak nanti, eksiden, mati ramai2. bek aku tayah bawak. tak apelah, jadik construction man pun takdelah susah sangat. berbakti kat negara jugak. buat landasan ketapi letrik tuh. bangga seh. hins.

dah tak larat aku pendam rasa. menangis dalam hati pasal benda-benda macam ni yang sangat-sngat menyakitkan hati yang semua jadik tahun ni jugak. apa boleh buat. no pain, no gain.

skang kumpul model sajalah. malam-malam, main sorang2 dlm bilik cam budak-budak. wiu wiu wiu. hahahahah. pathetic kan? tak apa. se pathetic aku pun, tak kacau orang. susah aku sorang. senang aku sher dgn mak ayah. sedih aku nangis sorang. ketawa, ramai2. kang orang kata gila plak ketawa sorang2.

sejujurnya, aku kecewa dengan diri sendiri sebenarnya. aku boleh pergi lebih jauh. dan mendapat yang lebih baik. nak buat macam mana. takdir sudah macam tu. otak geliga macam mana pun, kalau Allah cakap takleh pi mana, duduk situ sajalah.

grievances over dead dreams may shed the light on a better reality. - ni quote aku sendiri.

doa sajalah.

bosan siak

2009-04-22T01:43:00.003+08:00

kepada sesiapa berminat untuk menemani jejaka kesepian unuk makan-makan di mapley sambil bersembang pasal benda-benda merapu ataupun menyumpah seranah hidup yang tak best ataupun berkongsi pengalaman cinta ataupun mempunyai masalah cinta, sila tinggalkan pesanan di shoutbox.

kami berjanji tidak menghampakan anda.

luls.

have i stopped caring?

2009-04-18T16:22:00.002+08:00

hobi baru. takdela baru sgt. hobby revisited ahah.

sapa-sapa tau area Bukit Mertajam/Penang yang ada jual toys mcm scaled down models of cars/bikes/planes? im looking for A346, A380, B738, 777-ER, 747-400 and if possible 747-800. bajet belakang kira. bkn nk beli sekaligus. sikit2 udeh.

kalo kat kl, if possible, ade delivery skali ah. aku keje 6 hari seminggu so takleh nk g merata-rata.

sori. tajuk takde kene mengena hahahahah. tertipu gak korg. anyhow, cuci mata sepam.

pix of A346 models:

these, i think is A343:

biggest passenger jet on service to date (Airbus A380, in case u dont know):

B738:

B777-ER:

B747-400:

nampak cam sama je kan semua? tak semua sama. ahahah. appreciate the beauty of the flying steel.

just a reminder that i have never given up on my dreams :b

perihal gembira dan menggembirakan

2009-04-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

"bang kalid! pagi ni saya lewat sikit. abah pakai muto. saya kena bawak keta. satgi mesti jem kat pekan BM"

"ha. ok. aku cover hang sat. hang jangan mengulaq pulak"

biasalah bawak keta. ayah pun satu. habaq la awai2 nk pakai muto. boleh kuar awal sikit. nek muto, buleh cilok2. keta? bulih tu bulih, tapi tak sehebat honda wave mencilok ar.

sampai site, capai topi, pakai safety vest, terus jumpak site supervisor.

"sorilah bang. tadi kluaq pun sayup dah. hari kita nak buat apa kat site?"

"kita perabih buang ikat besi. esok panggil consultant, lusa boleh tuang kongkrit. tu pun kalau tak ujan. aku rasa hari ni sampai lusa tak hujan, insya allah. cepat kerja kita"

bagus la jugak kalau boleh abeh kerja ni cepat-cepat. banyak sangat masalah. serba tak kena.

"hari ni depa tak kacau?" - depa: main contractor. kacau: ligan progress. main contractor ni selalu kejar2 kitorang.padahal site mmg problem. haruslah terlewat sikit. nak buat macam mana. bukan bulih tutup suis ujan ka, banjir ka.

"hari ni tak berapa kacau" jawab bang kalid. slow je. "janji site jalan."

"baguslah. takdelah tensen sangat nak menjawab" aku cuba berseloroh.

"tu lah. susah betoi nak puaskan hati depa ni. asrap, aku nak pesan kat hang. hang muda lagi kan? umoq berapa?"

"20 lebeh" pendek je aku jawab.

"muda lagi. banyak lagi masa. bujang lagi kan?"

angguk kecik. ahah. segan lah pulak. macam tgh dengar nasihat tok guru la plak.

"selagi hang boleh gembirakan diri hang sendiri, pi la buat benda2 yang hang suka. kalau hang suka mengai, p mengai. kalau hang suka jalan2, p jalan merata. kalau hang suka mandi sungai, pi mandi sungai"

"er. awat?" aku kompius. tiba2 suruh p wat menda2 merapu pasaipa nih. ish.

"umoq hang muda, hang hidup, hang tak payah pikiaq pasal orang lagi. hang dengan urusan hang. tak kisah la hang nk duk senang ka susah ka, makan megi hari-hari ka, duk rumah kongsi ka, tu hang punya pasai. tanggungjawab takdak lagi"

"ooo..." pura pura paham.

"hang pikiaq balik, bila hang tua, hang tak boleh dah pikiaq pasai hang sorang saja. bini hang. anak hang. mak pak mentua hang. adik hang.adik ipaq lagi. hang dah bertanggungjawab atas kegembiraan depa ni nanti"

"ouh."

"hang nampak honda civic baru aku tu?" dia menjuihkan mulut ke arah keretanya. baru sangat.plate PHY. hujung tahun lepas agaknya.

"terus terang kat hang, kereta ni bukan aku hingin sangat pun nak pakai. ikut aku, pakai ex5 sudah. tak payah pikiaq2 sevis la, jem tengah pekan la, instolmen bulan2 la. pening kepala. aku beli ni pun, sebab bini aku. malu lah kereta lama, kereta kecik. anak-anak pun sama jugak"

"oooouuhhhhh." panjang sikit oh aku. paham la aku sbb apa dia merungut.

orang lelaki, generally speaking, muda-muda, korang hidup, korang nk happy2, semua atas kehendak korang sendiri. duduk rumah sewa dengan member sampai 10 orang serumah pun boleh je.

tapi bila semakin tua, jadi tanggungjawab pulak menggembirakan orang lain. isteri, anak-anak. kereta rumah. macam-macam lagi. kita bukan hidup untuk diri sendiri. tapi hidup untuk orang lain. agaknya, sebab tulah bang kalid suruh aku buat apa yang aku nak buat puas2 sementara masih berkesempatan. jangan bazirkan masa muda.

kesimpulannya? toksah la pikiaq sangat pasai orang len. xde pekdahnya. bek pikir psl diri sendiri tu. hepi ke tak tuh.

do something meningful to your life. its your life. not theirs. luls.

undi undi undi... sakit sakit sakit... kerja kerja kerja...

2009-04-15T20:21:00.008+08:00

lol. besar kan kertas undi.

ni kertas undi aku. aku amik gamba ni sendiri. nak masuk lam ballot box tu sampai kena lipat 8 kui kui kui.

dan semestinya sebelum aku mangkah kertas undi nih ahahah.kang kantoi aa aku pangkah apa. besa gabak ketas nih. lagi besa dari ketas A4. bes betul.

pas ngundi tuh, kena masuk hospital balik. esok kena teropong perot o.o

aku patutnye posa aritu, sbb nk teropong perut, kenalah perut kosong. kalo tak, nampak tahi jelah lol. tapi petang tu aku dah termelantak makanan, so mlm tu dokto bagi ubat untuk aku cirit birit. uh... seksanya ya allah sbb pkl 3-4 pagi kena g toilet tiap2 10 minit.

ubat cirit:

esoknye g tropong. alhamdulillah, xde kesan tumor dah. bekesan gak berubat tradisional nih luls. sekarang pn cirit birit dah kurang. fyi dah 4 bulan aku cirit birit constantly. hak hak hak. cam kelakar tapi kalo korang kena, taulah korang seksanya. dan ade pulak lump besa gabak kat atas lubang apendik. skang dah surut. so tak adelah risau sgt skrg. leh konsentret kerja he he.

btw berat da turun 10kg hasil protein-only diet selama sebulan lebeh =D

concreting a mass RC slab

2009-04-15T12:29:00.003+08:00

hujan lebat lagi. ish2. susah betoi nak wat kerja. tak apalah, dah Allah nk turunkan ujan, redha jela. sekarang ni crucial part untuk project aku. concreting.

kenapa aku cakap mass slab? sebab dia besar. bayangkan ukuran 43.0m x 15m. tebal concrete at least 400mm. sila calculate sendiri volume of concrete yang diperlukan. 90% dari volume slab, tolak besi, air pocket dll.

soklan cepumas kepada sapa2 yang amik civil engin: berapa lama masa diperlukan untuk concreting slab tersebut?

jawapan akan diberi pada minggu hadapan. selamat mencuba!

tag eena the hot cameraphile

2009-04-15T12:23:00.002+08:00

1. Adakah anda suka blogging? Kenapa?

suka. kalo tak, xdenye nak update2 nih

2. Blog siapa yg anda selalu skodeng? Nyatakan 5 (buat masa ini)

blogroll kat sebelah ni yang selalu update.

3. Adakah anda menginginkan seseorang dalam hidup anda ? Yang boleh menyayangi anda sepenuh hati ? dan Siapakah org itu ?

si dia. siapa dia? biarlah kami berdua je tahu luls.

5. Pernah tak cinta anda tidak di balas?

loser sahaja akan bercerita tentang cinta tak kesampaian

6. Ciri2 idaman bf/gf anda? Nyatakan 5

takder comment. takde berharap sgt.

7. Pada umur berapakah anda merancang untuk berkahwin?

26

8. Nak berapa anak?

1

9. Lucky person yg anda ingin tag:

si dia yang disebut kat soklan nombo 3 tadi. silalah jawab.

tag by belle the hot kanak kanak

2009-04-13T20:40:00.004+08:00

1. Adakah anda suka blogging? Kenapa?

jawapan pendek: tak suka. tak dak sebab

jawapan panjang sikit: kadang-kadang suka. depends kat keadaan

jawapan panjang: suka, terutamanya bila ada good news. im not really fond of emo-blogging but i did it, occassionally :b

2. Blog siapa yg anda selalu skodeng? Nyatakan 5 (buat masa ini)

blogroll kat sebelah ni yang selalu update. malas nak bloghopping, unless betoi2 bosan n takde keje.

3. Adakah anda menginginkan seseorang dalam hidup anda ? Yang boleh menyayangi anda sepenuh hati ? dan Siapakah org itu ?

kamu pasti tahu kamu orangnya. kalau tak terasa maknanya bukan kamu la orangnya. tak perlu elaboration rasanya hahah.

5. Pernah tak cinta anda tidak di balas?

loser sahaja akan bercerita tentang cinta tak kesampaian

6. Ciri2 idaman bf/gf anda? Nyatakan 5 (btolkan skit: suami/isteri)

aku tak memilih. so takde ciri-ciri idaman.rigid sangatlah soalan ni.

7. Pada umur berapakah anda merancang untuk berkahwin?

jawapan tak serius langsung: 16

jawapan agak serius: tunggu sampai kaya

jawapan separa serius: sampai redi

jawapan serius: 30

8. Nak berapa anak?

sorang

9. Lucky person yg anda ingin tag:

since tahun ni aku tak berapa lucky, aku takmo tag sapa-sapa.

sekian.

aku sudah rindu jadik cikgu

2009-04-12T09:11:00.002+08:00

cewah. rindu rindu pulak. aku ngaku aku penah keje cikgu. dan jadik kuli gerai. dan kuli kebun getah/kelapa sawit. dan kuli kedai supplier buku.

aku taknah pn cite kat orang sal ni. tp cam aku tgh mood bercerita so tak apelah, kali ni aku cerita pasal keje cikgu sajalah.

- aku rindu menulis buku rekod mengajar. padahal aku taram je ngaja. bwahahah. guru besar taknah cek pun, lantak lah.

- aku rindu buat garang kat budak2. rawr. semua takut. tanya la dak2 kelas aku hahahahah.

-budak darjah 5 nih kiut-kiut belaka. hahahahahahah (sila jangan baca dengan nada paedo)

- tulisan, masya allah. cacing lagi lawa. sepbek ngajar maths. kalo karangan? mampus aku.

- cikgu yang ngaja kelas2 dak pandai biasanya akan ngaja satu kelas dak2 'tak berapa pandai'

- aku ngaku aku maleh masuk kelas bawah2 nih. kenapa? ketegaq nak mampuih.

- hukuman paling berkesan untuk dak2 suka berjalan - berdiri kat belakang kelas ngadap dinding. padan muka.

- budak-budak sangat takut kat cikgu disiplin. cikgu rodziah. peh, tak bagi muka langsung. aku pun takut kat dia.

- kelas budak darjah 6 akan dipenuhi bau-bau ketiak gadis2 pre-puberty yang masih tak reti pakai deodorant. hins.

- pengalaman paling gelabah kalo ade dak first time period lam kelas. dem.

- cikgu besar dah pesan jangan tibai dak2. aku tibai gak. dulik apa hahahahahah.

- pembaris 3 batang patah di tangan aku. garang x? rawr.

- pantang ada gap antara kelas, aku pulas minyak moto balik umah tido. bes. luls.

- aku ngaku aku lari masa lepas test. berkepuk2 paper dak2 kena tanda. nasep la sapa2 yang ganti aku pasnih. luls.

- sesungguhnya keje cikgu paling rilek dan paling bes. kecuali masa cikgu besar masuk cek. huhuhuh.

- kerja ni sangat-sangat tak rekemended untuk budak-budak helopojek terutamanya mazrep dan yap. hazard tinggi.

nasihat aku, minggu pertama jangan bagi muka langsung kat budak-budak. nnt lagi teruk diorang naik kepala. pas seminggu dua tu nk lenion sikit boleh lah. tapi sikit je. budak2 la ni teruk lah lol. baru aku tau well-behaved nye dak2 sekolah tahun 90-an berbanding sekarang.

aku benci ujan

2009-04-12T08:20:00.002+08:00

kenapa aku benci ujan:
- safety boot baru aku tercemar dengan onar2 berupa selut dan lumpur.
- site aku betul-betul bawah parit air, pas ujan bertakung cam neherem. siap ada ikan haruan 2-3 ekor tersangkut situ. rezeki bangla lol.
- tanah lembut. misin takleh masuk site. nanti sangkut.
- kena sewa pam air. duit lagi. dah la main con kaki tekan cam sial. depa ingat ujan ni ada suis on off ka
- balik umah nek moto pukul 530. on the way hujan lebat. sial.
- pekan BM jem cam neherem. tambah-tambah kalau hujan. ataupun ada nyonya rabun bawak kete besar2 tapi tak reti pakai gear 3,4,5. amoi aku salute. kete honda city, tapi cam bawak F1.

dan aku ngaku aku duk site secara haram. xde green card, takde induction course. hahah. kena saman bes nih.

sekian construction man melaporkan.

this is a lul post

2009-04-09T08:11:00.000+08:00

luls!

random thoughts

2009-04-08T19:05:00.001+08:00

bosan. sangat bosan kalo duk spital sorang-sorang dalam wad kelas 2. dah la aircond sejuk. esok kena resign keje.

malas la cenggini.

tiba tiba aku rasa lagu 'bila aku sudah tiada' oleh hujan cambest plak luls. kena dengan situasi.

k lah babai

pesanan

2009-04-06T00:50:00.005+08:00

kawan kawan

jika kamu punyai waktu panjang, nikmatilah ia sepuas puasnya
jika kamu punyai kesihatan, jagalah ia semampunya
jika kamu punyai wang, belanjalah sehemahnya
jika kamu punyai umur panjang, bersyukurlah dengannya.

aku tahu aku hipokrit memberi pesanan-pesanan itu. aku mengaku, bnyk pesanan tu yang aku tak amalkan, sengaja atau tidak sengaja. tak apa, berpesan-pesan tu nabi suruh. so baik berpesan-pesan kebaikan sementara masih ada waktu.

dan aku manusia yang banyak kelemahan.

maafkan aku sekiranya ada salah silap.
maafkan aku kalau aku tidak berlaku jujur.
maafkan aku kalau aku terlanjur kata.
maafkan aku jika tersakit hati.

aku tak sempurna.

yang pernah memberi aku hutang, terima kasih. akan aku cuba membayarnya di waktu terdekat. kalau aku dalam kubur, jangan risau, aku dah pesan baik-baik kat waris aku tolong selesaikan.
yang pernah berdendam dengan aku, harap maafkanlah. kalau aku ada salah silap, cakap lah terus terang. jangan dibawak masuk kubur. aku takmau mati tak tenang nanti.
yang pernah bagi aku makan, berjuta penghargaan aku berikan. aku tak mampu balas. tak apalah, ada malaikat kiri kanan catit amalan korang.
yang pernah memberi ilmu dan tunjuk ajar, terima kasih daun keladi. maafkan kebodohan aku.

post kali ini betul betul serius. aku tak mau nanti tak sempat, baru nak menyesal kenapa tak minta maaf awal-awal, terima kasih awal-awal.

dan kalau kamu peduli lah, akaun fs, gtalk, fb aku dah delete. so memang dah tak ada ye =)

jgn risau, henset je aku tak buang lagi.

dan sekarang beruntung tak punya sahabat karib. sekurang-kurangnya tak ada yang menangis untukku. bagi aku, tak ada faedah berkongsi kesedihan.

ketawa biar ramai ramai. menangis jangan siapa tahu.

dan untuk kamu yang pernah menjadi istimewa untukku, terima kasih untuk segalanya. maaf kalau aku tak reti menghargainya, tapi dalam hati siapa tahu? semoga kamu ada orang lain yang lebih menghargai pengorbananmu daripadaku.

jika kamu redha, aku redha.

untuk rakan-rakan yang sudah berjaya, alhamdulillah, aku tumpang gembira. yang masih menunggu P ataupun masih tercari-cari, jangan cepat mengalah. rezeki di mana-mana.

SABAR ITU PENTING.

ini baru mula nak berleter part 1. ada lagi. umur panjang, kutulis lagi rakan-rakan ye.

maaf jikalau blog jarang berupdate. internet subscription sudah tiada. terminate awal-awal senang. nanti susah pulak mak ayah kena terminate. so, kembali ke zaman menumpang broadband sekolah. he he.

doakan aku sihat selalu. terima kasih.

ps - fb lom delete. sungguh komplikated proses delete acc fb neh. gila. last resort, tutup komen tutup semua. tinggal status udeh.

Down the drain

2009-03-10T15:24:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt that your dreams fell down from the sky, just to be swept down into the drain?

It is painful, to the least.

I need time to reconcile.

Hopes and dreams.

Sacrifices had to be made.

Not everything we wished for are meant for us.

Thank you dreams and hopes. You made me happy. Even for a short while. And now you stab my back painfully.

Don't worry. I don't hold grudges.

And i believe that someday, somehow, i will be whatever i want to be.

---

Regards,
Mohd Asyrafi Bin Abd Halim

sent using HTC Touch-Celcom Broadband on Windows Mobile 6.

10 things i hate about you.. er.

2009-03-05T09:35:00.007+08:00

saja nak rhyme dgn lagu miley cyrus "7 things i hate about you". luls.

10 things about the person who tagged me:

a-rape
http://www.berryz-switchon.net/klise/

1. chubby. luls.

2. kelisa hensem wpon sep. hahah. ada skrin lcd tu.

3. kaki gadget.

4. laptop tukun yng popular. skang da tuka

5. orang pertama aku kua gath #h!p dgn lobo. aku ingat lobo dak rm sbb pki jaket medtek luls

6. sep dgn koleksi. kene merayu baru dpt. contoh: 'lagu BK' yang ada senaman2 n klisabra

7. ayat lapik2 baekk punya. master segala sarcasm. hahahah

8. skendel beliau? bwahahahaha sampai skang xmoh ngaku. dem.xabeh2 ngaku ade skendel dgn aibon.

9. dewa stadi. tiap2 kali aku g bilik dia, mesti tgh stadi.

10. mcm bersosial, tapi selalu jln sorang2 layan ipod.

don
http://donsyed.blogspot.com/

1. kurus kering. rasa kesian pn ada.

2. terpisah dengan kembar beliau dari timor leste sejak kecik lagi. xsangka leh jumpak kat utp

3. cuba mencari perhatian dengan mencipta kontroversi, tapi gagal. wahahah.

4. tiap2 hari bergaduh dgn awek (exaggaration je). tapi begaduh pagi, tghr kang makan sama2 gak. luls. cam laki bini. suwit.

5. kaki flirt nombor satu. awek orang pon dia bantai flirt. patut ar bini marah. lol.

6. pemikiran educated. seronok tol diskusi. esp kalo idea dia bertentangan dgn apa yang ko rasa

7. sang disisihkan. bukan sengaja pun, tapi mmg tersisih. time orang takde aktif bebel lam cenel. time orang nk ajak kuar, takde. sian...

8. bersemangat tol benda2 collectibles ni. contoh: magic the gathering.

9. trademark: cap. tak tuka2 dari pondesen. panas ke, ujan ke, aircond ke, duk pakai cap tu jela. nak cover rambut hensem ke bang. hahah

10. sampai skang aku tak tau kancil yang dia bwk tu dela punya ke dia punya. hentam sajala.

---

ok done. skang nk komen tag syed:

#1b describe 10 things about the person who tag u (Ropi)

1. Physically outgrown. =P
nokomen.

2. Bold and blunt.
ouch. most of the people close to me have known about this. jgn la cepat terasa ek. im a direct person, unintentionally. tapi kalo nk tego, mostly ill do it using sarcasm. hahah

3. Spammer for attention.
ye tak ye jugak.luls.

4. Bad luck with the ladies.
..
correction. yang betul2 aku penah ngorat sorang je. len2 tu flirt men2 je. hahah. sbb aku tau ukur baju di badan sendiri XD

5. Caring yet try to act as care-not.
omg.

6. A great discussions partner for any heavy discussions I would like to have from time to time.
at times, outspoken. too much, in fact. to the point of being annoying.

7. Fashion-less.
XD

8. Accept criticism openly.
know yourself in other's perspective. often the bitterest of pills is the best medicine.

9. A good followers/ workers.
a great leader is a good follower.

10. I see him as I see myself in a mirror. (well, maybe he is better)
cubaan membodek nampak. hahah.

aku mengaku

2009-03-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

aku mengaku aku fetish leher yang ader choker.

puas hati? aku dah ngaku dlm blog. giliran ko pulak.

ps- ini spam semata-mata. sila ignore jika tiada kaitan dengan kamu.

things that shouldnt be brought along on an international flight

2009-03-04T12:01:00.002+08:00

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2008/02/08/2158134.htm

http://rockybru.com.my/2008/02/aca-mas-and-mails-kiddie-porn.html

*sebagai intro, mat saleh menggunakan last name dalam urusan rasmi, eg dalam laporan suratkhabar, jadi nama bapak akan ditulis, instead of nama sendiri. contoh, encik abu bin ali, jadik Mr Ali.

kesian. gara-gara nama ahmad said. co-pilot yang digembar-gemburkan sebagai anak DG MACC sekarang timbul lagi nama dia. dikatakan ahmad said menggunakan kuasanya untuk mengarahkan surat kaba tutup kes tersebut, kerana yang terlibat adalah anak beliau. kes setahun lepas lagi. sekarang timbul balik, gara-gara kenyataan ahmad said yang dikatakan melampaui batas kuasanya.

aku tak mau speculate, kesahihan yang co-pilot tu anak ketua pesuruhjaya MACC pun tak dapat dipastikan. aku cuba google, tapi takde berhasil. semuanya lead kepada email kepada kononnya seorang kapten MAS bernama Reinu. jadi aku anggap hanya kebetulan bapak co-pilot tu bernama ahmad said.

tapi agak menghairankan juga, kerana pada waktu tersebut, kecoh diperkatakan tentang kehilangan sharlinie dan nurin, namun kes co-pilot kantoi seludup pornografi kanak-kanak macam takder perhatian. sepatutnya menjadi media coverage. pornografi itu sendiri sudah menjadi kesalahan, apatah lagi pornografi kanak-kanak!

sengaja ditutupkah ataupun memang pihak media tak berminat nak cover berita ini?

kasihan. kes sudah setahun berlalu, barangkali ramai sudah pun lupa. namun tiba-tiba timbul balik.

nasihat aku, ambiklah berita daripada sumber-sumber yang boleh dipercayai saja. independent parties. dan confirmkan berita tersebut. google ada, yahoo ada. jangan mengharapkan sangat forwarded email. selalunya tak boleh pakai. walaupun siap dengan nombor staff la, emel staff la. boleh ke kita cek identiti sender email melalui nombor staff? xkoser aku nk g MAS cek sekor2 luls.

jadi, janganlah bawak porn dlm flight, terutamanya international flight. kantoi bodo je. buat malu.

tag

2009-03-03T19:21:00.003+08:00

tag:

#1 describe 10 things about the person who tag u

wadik tags me, so here is his description:

1. kelisa
2. rambut cacak
3. vertically challenged
4. kurus kering
5. ex admin k5
6. sungai petani
7. sekolah agama
8. bisnes ink dvd
9. kerja kat israel. er. penang
10. ahli pemuda umno tegar. luls.

sorilah. len2 semua hang dah tulih senirik. luls.

#2 Describe 10 things about you

1. lelaki seksi
2. bising dgn member, diam dgn stranger
3. tokan. er. bekas tokan.
4. sarcastic in a literal tone
5. ex admin k5 gak luls
6. ex admin dc++ v5
7. penah layan musume luls
8. ahli #h!p tegar
9. kalo aku cakap aku ex player ragbi korg caye tak. bwahahah
10. plan ahead terlalu teliti sampai plan xjadik2

#3 at the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. payeh

2. apek likipong
3. Don Syed
4. a-rape (klise)
5. mazrep
6. Belle
7. kN
8. sUe
9. najmi
10. mena (yep, nadia amena)

so korang tulih la 10 description aku. sekian.

ingat-ingatlah pesan raja kita

2009-03-03T14:48:00.002+08:00

malas nak komen. tunggu dan lihat. komen banyak2 nanti kena blacklist. taleh keja gomen.

ingatlah pesan sultan azlan shah:

"Walau seberapa banyak sekalipun askar, polis atau pengawal istana digaji untuk melindungi dan menjaga tahta, namun tiada satu pun akan dapat mengatasi kehendak dan aspirasi rakyat jelata. Walau seberapa banyak peluru bedil atau peluru meriam sekali pun digunakan, namun tidak satu pun dapat menyekat kemarahan aspirasi rakyat. Jika kehendak rakyat jelata dimakbulkan Allah, maka (berlakulah) perpindahan takhta dari istana ke muzium seni dan budaya"

- Sultan Azlan Shah

Ketika dianugerahkan Doktor Kehormat Undang-undang, di Majlis Konvokesyen, Universiti Sains Malaysia, Pulau Pinang pada 29 Jun 1980.

dan untuk yang berminat pasal daulat raja2 ni, aku rasa tak ramai yg tau kisah beting beras basah dan pertabalan sultan azlan shah. nak tau pasal beting beras basah kat sini.

menariknya, aku terbaca tentang peristiwa dimana waktu pertabalan sultan azlan shah, beting itu dikatakan tidak timbul kerana darah raja yang mengalir dalam tubuh baginda sultan tidak begitu kuat rajanya berbanding ketika pertabalan sultan idris.

hu hu. sultan sekarang kurang daulat berbanding dulu kah? entah. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

simple guide to obtain a CPL/IR (frozen ATPL) - dont click if you dont know what this means! luls!

2009-02-28T21:18:00.013+08:00

some intro picture.

luls

okay. picture this:

1. You just graduated. went through interviews. phailed! looking for jobs for months but to no avail. wtf. economic recession my ass.

2. You graduated with flying colors. offered a job. or working diligently. but no one noticed your efforts! somehow, you want adventure! and fly away from all those bonds and ties. create your own future!

3. you dream of carrying 400 lives safely from LAX to LHR (IATA, go figure hahahah) since you're a baby. and you always marvel at aviation and avionics technology.

so you came across a blog, and found a step by step guide to apply for a flying school, and ultimately be a pilot! luls.

welcome2. i will guide you step by step. dont worry. this will be the latest info as of february 2009.

lets skip the craps and begin.

1st step: Get an Approval letter from DCA

what is DCA? its short for "department of civil aviation". jabatan penerbangan awam or something like that.

send them a letter stating that you're interested in enrolling for CPL/IR (frozen ATPL) course in any certified flying school in Malaysia.

better still, go there and ask for the form.

this is the address

Director of Flight Operations
Department of Civil Aviation (DCA) Malaysia
Level 2, Blok Podium B
Lot 4G4, Precinct 4
Federal Government Administrative Centre
62570 PUTRAJAYA

bring along certified true copy of your IC AND SPM results (if you do this by mail, include both of these into your mail)

be patient as this will take, at most, a week to be processed. dont worry, as DCA will send you the approval letter through mail.

2nd step: take a look at available flying schools

here are the list of popular schools:

http://www.ggifa.edu.my/- bintulu

03 5635 2180 (hq)

http://apft.edu.my/ - kb, kelantan

03-20923177/019 2819310 (registrar office and hp)

http://www.mfa.edu.my/ - melaka

06 317 4026 or 06 317 4834

http://www.klifa.com/ - Johor

(603)-2283 5309

IT&S - Ipoh
(sori website takder tgh maintenance)
03-78064331
03-78804386
03-78804320

i want to stress on this - DO CALL THEM PLEASE!

i know there are forums dedicated to flying, eg http://forum.flydamnit.com/ but there's no other way to get the facts straight than to get them from the flying schools themselves.

you'll be surprised how happy they are to entertain your questions.

*hint - call the hq on matters pertaining intakes and financing. if you call the school directly, they will probably direct you to the hq anyway.

ask for these particulars (with no orderly manner)

- Deposit

- reg fees

- overall fees (including hostels and meals)

- additional fees (textbooks, headgears, uniforms)

- Surcharge for fuel (like airplane tickets, they really follow current fuel prices)

- extra fees for extension?- financing? MARA? Agrobank?

- next vacant intake and its frequency of intakes (typically around 6-10 intakes per year)

i would like to recommend apft and ggifa. both are new and intakes are not as much as other schools. and at the end of your studies, you will have cpl/ir (frozen atpl) AND a diploma in Aviation Management. cool. one honours degree, one diploma and a flying license! nothing is cooler than that! luls!

btw, ggifa used to be the cheapest, rm190++k but now, latest info, it'll cost you around rm275k (including hostel and meals). and they havent updated their website yet, so beware yer. too bad! i was considering this school dulu :( nak belajar kat sarawak! luls.

and some flying school accept online application, too ie apft.

ladies and gentleman. the moment of truth. the important step:

3rd step: dipping your both feet into the water (committing)

if you have done all of the things above, please take note that, if you would like to take MARA loan, typically you'll be ready to start your lesson within less than 6 months, depending on your loan provider.

one big tips - AVOID APPLYING MARA AFTER SPM RESULTS ARE BEING ANNOUNCED. try applying before spm results (not applicable to spm leavers). why? you will be competing with thousands of spm candidates who apply for MARA and their office will probably congested with forms.

anyhow, back to the guide.

basically there are a few steps involved:

1. apply for school

2. apply for loan (MARA and bank loan) using letter of acceptance issued by the school

3. pay the deposit - amounting up to rm15k (letter of placement issued by school) - this is what the bank loan is for

4. start flying! (er ground training first! be patient aa =)

next: entah, depends on my mood to write. luls. part 3 xabeh lagi. maleh lak nk sambung, so laters la ek. i promise to finish this in a fortnight.

ps - dont bug me or ask me anything about my own experience. i did it the hardest way. i wont tell. any clarification, just call the respected flying schools i mentioned. and i dont want to bear any responsibilities on any misinformation.

antara pakcik dan abang, dalam masa 12 jam

2009-02-26T23:45:00.009+08:00

ini extreme makeover. maaf, bukan plastic surgery. tapi kisah realiti. daripada seorang pakcik, menjadi seorang abang. hanya 12 jam!

ikuti rahsianya sebentar lagi.

tahukah anda, sepupu-sepupu saya yang rata-rata berumur 1-5 tahun, baru tumbuh gigi dan belajar berkata-kata, memanggil saya pakcik. ya, betul. pakcik. dan saya seringkali ditanya "adik cikgu ka?" setiap kali pergi ke kenduri kendara ataupun ke mana-mana bersama ayah. ataupun "adik ustazah ka?" jika bersama ibu saya.

paling best? "tu bapak ustazah ka tu?" tatkala menghantar ibu mengajar disekolah. saya tak salahkan mereka walaupun rasanya mahu saja cili2kan mulut mungil mereka. mungkin kerana mereka rata-ratanya berusia 8-9 tahun. mungkin kerana pada masa tersebut, saya masih mamai dan perlu bergegas menghantar ibu pada pukul 8pagi memakai kain pelikat dan berketayap yg belum ditanggalkan sejak subuh lagi.

haha. stendet lah. muka matured.

dan suatu hari, ketika singgah di kampung, kebetulan ramai pula anak-anak kecil merangkap sepupu-sepupuku di sana. sebagai seorang sepupu yang pengasih lagi penyayang, segera dihulur gula-gula sour plum yang sengaja dibeli sewaktu dalam perjalanan tadi.

"mama, mama! pakcik tu kasik ceklet!"

...

dem sungguh. rosak mood betul. nak penampa kesian, comel plak tu. nasep hang la intan. lol.

jadi bermalamlah di kampung pada malam tersebut.

keesokan paginya, berbekalkan shaver singgit yang dibeli entah bila, terjumpak dalam beg baju, terus melangkah kebilik air.

masa tu almaklumlah. baru abeh belajar. jadi bermalas malasan lah sedikit nak trim2 janggut ni. bukan setakat janggut. misai jambang dan macam2 bulu lagi ada.

sret2. lancar sahaja bilah2 pisau mencantas helai2 janggut yang keras bak dawai besi. alamak bulu tersangkut. ketuk2 shaver. sret2 lagi. terlekat lagi. ketuk shaver lagi.

dan akhirnya, clean shave. luls. muda dan tampan bergaya sungguh. rasa macam ghey plak usha cermin lama-lama sambil memuji diri dalam hati.

abeh bersiap, lepak kat luar, dengan bapak-bapak sedara. besela, kol 8 pagi, sapkok luh.

tiba2 intan berlari2 keluar bersama adiknya. londeh2 lampin mereka. bejat dgn air mutawasitah. belum bertukar dari semalam kot. sila jangan buat2 geli. kalau geli tu maknanya korang xnah balik kampung yang ramai dak2 kecik time raya.

terus pergi ke abah mereka, menarik2 seluar jeans levis ciplak yang longgar. yang tu pun nak terlondeh gak. luls.

"abah, mama panggil makan."

(ni utk pakcik aku)

"abang, mama panggil makan!"

(ni utk aku)

BWAHAHAHA. bangganya saya ketika itu tuhan sahaja yang tahu. semalam pakcik, hari ni abang? sukses. berjaya menentang penuaan dalam hanya 12jam sahaja. nyatalah aku memang kacak hari itu.

tapi...

haih kecewanya. kalau lah intan itu seorang gadis berusia 18 tahun.

semalam kerek, pakcik2 je, tiba2 hari ni "abang~ meh makan"

bestnye.potong janggut je dah leh jadik abang. awek leh sangkut. kan best kalo camtu je.

oh mengelamun seketika.

luls

sekian post mengarut dan memuji diri secara excessive. bajet muvi curious case of benjamin la leh jadik muda balik.

ps - sila nyatakan first impression korang terhadap aku, physically, secara ikhlas dan jujur. tapi jgn la kutuk lebeh2 plak hahah. ni blog aku weh =D

oh. dan sekarang aku amat suka amoi2.

comel. macam Grace Su.

just to make sure

2009-02-26T15:12:00.001+08:00

ade sapa2 lagi yang lom tau dia recomended or not? pls leave comment here.

it sucks to know you are the only one still without the results.

as i anticipated

2009-02-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

no one will read post less than 10 lines and more than 30 lines.

bwahhaha. better that way, since post panjang2 cover ngata orang je, sbb orang xbaca =D

and btw, i know the word 'rantings' doesnt exist. no need to tell me yah ;)

2009-02-25T03:09:00.002+08:00

okay, so now im in the mood to advocate sexism.

just take a luls at this video:

dont blame me. blame the faggot in my class. you dont have to iterate to us how much capable women are to men in doing tough jobs laa. we know it, and your tomboy looks just proves it. and feminism sucks. as always.

yours truly,

journey of life?

2009-02-25T01:40:00.007+08:00

tagged by don.

so here it goes:

After travelling a long way, you had
reach a final junction towards your
success. On this junction there are two roads to be chosen. The first road offers you an easy path but at longer journey, very very long one compared to
the other one. The second is
extremely short but also very very difficult as people said "most of the
people traveled this road never returned".

Which road will you
take? (no one can take both road at a same time)
Why do you not choose the
other road?
What is the example in your life showing that you actually did
choose the road you stated?

lets just say the long way is a proven method, and the short way is full of uncertainties ahead.

the first road, long but proven, is an easy journey. just cruise with the flow, and you will get there, eventually, with Allah's will. a simple example will be to work with the government. most of us will agree that working in a government sector is less stressfull han working in private companies. and you must know how to trump cards (a metaphor, not asking you to gamble!) in order to make yourself known to your bosses. (if you dont know what i mean, just http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trump_(card_game)
after a while, go and enjoy your pension. go plant fruit trees. rear cattles. stay in the village. or watever you can imagine yourself doing at 55.

offtopic - i still cant believe our current PM is imagining himself doing those kind of things after he retires, in front of thousands of people! that was really an insult! no vision, no aim to improve himself or the country for goodness sake! least he can say, "i will be writing a book on etc2." or "i will look after the people in my constituency".

but "balik kampung tanam jagung"?!! not our pm please!

ok back to the tag.

as for the short route, its unproven, and we have to face obstacles to get to the top.

one thing for sure if we want to make it in the second road: we must dare to fail. and be persistent in bouncing back. it doesn't matter how many times you fall, but the most important thing is, you bounce back higher than ever before.

the most important thing when taking this course of life is having a backup plans. if youre taking degree in engineering, but you cannot finish it, what will you do? if you're not eligible for [p] interview, what's your exit plan? if you failed to secure a job in [p] what will you do? if you re not given the scholarship to pursue your dream career of flying, what will be your next step?

the key is planning ahead. they say "if you fail to plan, than youre planning to fail".

but i think that it's good to plan to fail. i mean, not to fail, but plan an exit plan if we fail.

got what im saying?

suppose we're filling a jar of milk into a glass. instead of thinking that eventually the glass will be filled with milk, we think of what is going to happen if the glass is shattered to pieces. what if the glass is already filled with red syrup? (itll be a bandung luls) what will happen if the milk overflows? or the glass is upside down? or a hollow glass? think hard. and even harder.

think outside the box.

then you will know what you want. what you need. what you have. what will you have. who can provide you with leverage, either financially or psychologically.

and you will see life will become much easier for you. and less cruel than what you have thought :)

as for me, i will take the second road.

why not first road? simple. its boring.

and i like to challenge life. not waiting to be challenged luls.

and just like what im doing right now. instead of letting [p] determine the path of my life, i carve my own.

and i think it's worth every single penny.

the conclusion? i give you the freedom to conclude my post. everyone is entitled to their own opinion. some would like a stable job, unlike me. its up to you to decide =)

adios

another 2oclock post. sigh.

ps - sorry for the red corrections from don's post. im very particular about proper grammar, esp the usage of particles (eventhough i never checked my own grammar luls)

great songs, effin great songs, CB

2009-02-23T16:23:00.004+08:00

http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1605395/20090219/rihanna.jhtml

luls. when i read about this, i just luled.

lame.

so if you girls thought that guys who cud play you guitar, sing to you a love song, have a great boyish looks, mellow hearted can give you all the love you need, better think again.

rihanna the victim of domestic violence. and surprise, surprise, guess who's beating her up?

luls. i just cant help it but luls.

remember direktor-muda-anak-daddy yang membelasah gf beliau yang baru abes sekolah?

luls. just a great luls.

so a side note to all girls out there, if you find a boy who can stand you, even when you're under hormon control a.k.a PMS and never lay his hand on you (understanding is just an option, because, boys can never understand girls) - just keep him.

especially if he comes from a family with no apparent history of domestic violence.

prospects of finding a right guy now is very slim, considering our time where stress and work overload is a norm.

and if you left him for a better guy with a lot more money and better looks, chances are, you'll end up like actress-mix-baru-abes-sekolah-kene-tampar-dengan-anak-datuk or like rihanna.

luls. and better luls.

padan muka. memilih sangat

luls

ps- if your annoyed with all the luls, luls means LOL, or laughing or 'haha' in chatting terms. and yes, i like to annoy people.

luls

pps- SIOT G PENANG XAJAK. ARGH

tentang hidup

2009-02-22T02:36:00.004+08:00

kosong. sunyi. sepi.

dilupakan?

marah barangkali?

rindu.

bye bye

2009-02-15T09:58:00.006+08:00

i am going to abandon my blog.

bye bye semua. our days are over.

its been good hanging out with you guys in utp. all the good things will be kept in memory. the bad ones? poured it down the drain already.

im repeating what ive done to my schoolmates :) hilang tanpa khabar. no reunion whatsoever.

if we meet again, it will be in good terms. harap tak ada yang berdendam. kalau ada, pls leave comments here. i will apologise personally or if needed, publicly. i give you guys seven days to do so. please be frank. i know ive been an annoying bastard, loves bitching and suka menyampuk. just tell me if you have any grudges.

kalau ada hutang, jangan risau. i wont forget them. i will pay you back when i got my first salary.

i have found myself and will move on. hope that you guys will fare better in life. may you guys have a great convocation. im sorry if i cannot make it. and most probably i won't make it.

chill. and sayonara. goodbye. selamat tinggal. salam. tschuss.

Senandung Maaf

2009-02-12T12:30:00.002+08:00

lu mau lagu best? nah! syiok dilayan sambil makan kuki cipsmore dan membaca suratkabar atas talian.

senandung maaf
white shoes & the couples company

Senandungkan lagu ini
Atas rindu di hati
Berlutut di lantai bumi
Bersedih menyepi

Toreh kisah senandung kasih
Maafkan tuan aku berjanji
Tak mau menuai murka
Untukmu oh kawan

Berbisik di dalam hati
Kumohon maafkan
berbagi peluh menuju cita
Daku membasuh keringat luka

Du du du du.................

Nikmati di atas dahan
Menyusun sarangnya
Kukembalikan hatimu
Seperti semula

Hapuskanlah lagu terangi cinta
Meniti lagu menyemat suka

Du du du du.................

Gelombang nestapa.....
Gelombang nestapaku harap sirna
2x

_______________________________________________________

Senandungkan lagu ini
Atas rindu di hati
Berlutut di lantai bumi
Bersedih menyepi

maafkan aku semua...

bad news and wedding wishes

2009-02-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

A UTP Final Year student, Norshida Adnan from Civil Engineering passed away yesterday.She was drowned at Kampar, Perak. The incident occured yesterday morning and and the body has been claimed by the family for burial purposes.

al Fatihah...

so, enjoy-enjoy pun, beringat gak. g teluk batik jgn swim tak tentu hala. lemas kang susah. bkn takat lemas ajer. mat rempit pun bnyk.

On another note, congratulations to Kuzek Jan03 on his wedding. semoga panjang umur dan bahagia ke anak cucu.

indie? skin? underground?

2009-02-10T11:58:00.007+08:00

ade yang tak puas hati aku cakap Bunkface tak best. Maaf, aku ada sebab sendiri. Bunkface tak cukup perisa indie lah. suara komersial sangat, bek masuk mainstream terus. ini adalah satu complement, ok? puas hati?

"saya suka indie. xmcm awk."

"bunkface best lah."

"ikut suka la nk suka pun"

sila2. aku tak pernah larang orang suka apa, tak suka apa. everyone is entitled to their own opinion.tapi jangan lah pulak terus judge seseorang daripada satu statement saja. bukannya kenal sehari dua bai.

dulu aku layan gak semua. indie, underground, skin, punk etc. black metal je tak sempat. sbb aku dah quit masa tu. duduk kat pekan teronoh, nak pegi gig mananya. aku dulu manade trenspot lol. lgpun penah dengar member aku kena pow ngan teksi masa g gig kat kl. terus aku trauma.

prana,muck,nice stupid playground, o@g, ACAB, The Skatalites, The Special, The Selecter, carburetor dung tah pape lagi la.

yang plg aku minat acab. tp dulu2 jelah. masa still genre derang skin rock. skrg? dah jadik The ACAB. wth. more indie than skin. dah tak bes. tah ke mana slogan "pegi mati sama polis" pun aku tak tau. tak apalah. hak diorg.

kenapa aku dah stop layan underground ni? bila aku dengar megat, vokalis acab tulih tatu kat dada "I LOVE MY MUM `n` curb AL-QURAN".

tambah pulak masa tu aku kener pencerahan agung geng2 tablig. hahahahah. terus stop mende2 duniawi nih.

so, kalo korang tak tau OAG tu asalnya dari perkataan Old Automatic Garbage tayah la ngaku indie sangat lol. ade org lg lama layan underground dari korg. dan ade yang layan underground lg lama dari aku. respek derang.

kalau rasanya layan underground kool, silakanlah. aku pun rasa kool tgk orang layan indie music ni sebenarnya. tapi lagi ramai orang poyo layan sebenanya. so adik adik sekalian, kalau baru sekali pegi gig tu bawak2 la belaja dengar lg bnyk muzik underground. sbb lg bnyk sampah dari yg best sebenanya underground ni. guna telinga dan otak. jgn semua benda nk headbang je.

dan jauhi dadah. luls.

btw aku baru perasan yg main trompet/nyanyi dalam gerhana ska cinta tu sebenarnye ex-acab. dalam acab dia ni main bass/backup vokal.

oh, dan skarang aku rasa bunkface best. entahlah. efek adik aku pasang lagu ni kuat2 hari2 kot. dem.

conclusion? entahlah. aku lg suka muzik skin dr indie band beser2 nih. luls. and btw indie nih bkn genre yah. semua band yg free dari record label nih can be called indie band.

kepada otai2 muzik underground sori yer kalau aku bagi fakta yang salah. dah lama aku tak layan underground scene nih. ampun maap dan tunjuk ajar dipinta :)

jgn cakap aku poyo underground plak. aku xnah ngaku aku kaki underground setakat layan2 beser beli keset join gig je. lebeh2 xder.

kekasih yang tak dianggap

2009-02-09T07:53:00.009+08:00

dulu dulu

"awk. janji jgn mtk clash lagi"

"sampai hati awk ckp mcm tu. kan sy dah janji, tu kali terakhir sy mintak"

"ok sy pegang janji awk"

mngkin normal putus, sambung balik kot. aku cuba pujuk diri sendiri. tapi entahlah. aku tak pernah sekali pun dump dia.

dia? 3x in a row.

so, aku=loser?

tak kisahlah. dia dah janji tu yang last. harap kali ni, dah takde masalah.

dulu

waktu pagi. sekitar kl. terserempak. wajahnya mencuka.

"awak ok?" aku bertanya. concern.

"tak" tambah masam mukanya. berpaling. kasar.

"ada masalah?" soalan lagi.

"aah" pendek.

"famili?"

"tak"

"kawan?"

"tak"

"bisnes?"

"tak sangat"

"saya?"

"aah!" bingkas bangun. lari. sembunyi.

kenapa pulak ni.

"saya ada wat salah ke?"

"..."

"kalo ada salah cakap la. jangan diam macam ni" masih cuba memujuk.

"..." muka dipalingkan lagi. masam mencuka.

"awak... buat muka macam ni tak selesai masalah!"

"Awak DIAM boleh tak! sy tgh serabut ni! awk nak sy jerit kat awak sini? pergi jauh2 boleh tak? pergi balik skrg!"

tersentak. macam dah takde maruah. kena marah macam budak bodoh. depan kawan-kawan lain pulak tu.

aku marah? aku lelaki. aku berego. sudah tentu! tapi ini sangat menyeksakan. kerana ada rasa sayang.

kamu tahu marah? kamu tahu sayang? nah gabungkan kedua duanya. seksa tak?

aku terseksa.

"jom g bb. nek cab." aku ajak 2 lagi kawan-kawan di tempat kejadian. nak angkat kaki. biarlah dia dengan serabutnya.

aku? masih cuba mengutip sisa-sisa sayang dia terhadapku. dah lama berterabur. hancur.

macam hancurnya hati aku.

7 petang

012 345 6789

"awk. sori psl td. serabut sgt"

aku kembali mellow.

a month ago

mahu jadi kawan. takmo rapat sangat. mak marah.

...

malas nak komen. tak tau la ke mana sayang tu dah dibuang. jauh2 rasanya. kecik hati sangat2. mudah benar dia melupakan. buruk sangatkah aku? miskin sangatkah aku?

"eh lama tak nmpk."

"aah."

"sihat?"

"still sakit"

"xnmpk cam sakit pon. makin gemok je"

"eh ikut suka hati sayala. nk makan banyak ke. nak gemok ke. nak kurus ke. awak peduli apa. kita dah takde kena mengena bla bla bla bebel bebel potpet potpet....

"ok... "

diam. sepanjang perjalanan.

katanya nak layan mcm kawan2. tapi bergurau tak boleh.

entah lah.nak peduli sangat pun dah tak larat. dia pun dah taknak peduli pasal aku. entah entah aku mati pun dia tak nak ambik tahu.

takpe. aku boleh bahagia dgn melihat dia bahagia. walaupun lg best kalau aku yang bahagiakan dia.

kalau dengan meninggalkan dia boleh membahagiakannya, aku sanggup pergi.

semoga kamu gembira dan happy dgn hidupmu sayang.

lagu ending:

Kekasih Yang Tak Dianggap

kertas

Aku mentari
Tapi tak menghangatkan mu
Aku pelangi
Tak memberi warna dihidupmu
Aku sang bulan
Tak menerangi malammu
Akulah bintang
Yang hilang ditelan kegelapan

Selalu itu yang
Kau ucapkan padaku
Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah

Aku sang bulan
Tak menerangi malammu
Akulah bintang
Yang hilang ditelan kegelapan

Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah
Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
Ku yakin kau kan berubah

*cerita fiksyen. takyah percaya. terasa amk.

currently on my playlist

2009-02-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

*update.. lupe lak lagu ni. credit to sue ;b

Running Back
Jessica Mauboy

[Part 1]
These days, you barely even say my name,
Like you don't really feel the same,
I'm wondering what's to blame.

These nights, I fall asleep wondering where you are,
It feels like we're falling apart,
And it's only breaking my heart.

Cause if being with you means being alone,
And never knowing when you're coming home,
Then I guess I'm better off on my own.

[Chorus]
But I can't move on,
Cause that means forgetting, forgetting everything we had,
Instead I keep running, keep running, I keep running back.
Cause I keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad,
So I keep on coming, keep coming, I keep coming back.
I keep coming back
I keep running back (x 2)
I keep coming back
I keep running back (x 2)
I keep coming, I keep coming back.

[Part 2]
My friends say, that I should leave you behind,
And stop wasting all of my time,
They tell me that I'm outta my mind.

But I know that what we both share is real,
And I've been willing to deal,
With the way that you're making me feel.

Cause if being with you means being alone,
And never knowing when you're coming home,
Then I guess I'm better off on my own.

[Chorus]
But I can't move on,
Cause that means me forgetting, forgetting everything we had,
Instead I keep running, keep running, I keep running back.
Cause I keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad,
So I keep on coming, keep coming, I keep coming back.
I keep coming back,
I keep running back (x 2),
I keep coming back,
I keep running back (x 2),
I keep coming, I keep coming back.

[Rap]
Ma-ma-ma-mama caught up,
We done all heard the same story,
Just different authors,
this book crazy.

Always a lady,
Looking for love where there's a maybe,
They might could be together,
They fight to be together,
A'ight to be together.

Shorty, yeah he cheated,
You say you don't need it,
Turn around and leave it,
Oh, he back next week.

Fuss... Fight,
And then the whole thing repeat like nothing ever happened,
Dat was just rapping,
No publishing,
Shorty you knew that he don't got the same government.

Lil mama can't move on,
But it's her fault she struggling,
She can't... move... on.

[Chorus]
But I can't move on,
Cause that means forgetting, forgetting everything we had,
Instead I keep running, keep running, I keep coming back.
I keep coming back,
Keep running back,
And I keep coming back,
I keep running back,
I keep coming back,
I keep running back,
I keep running, keep running back.
I can keep coming back,
I can keep coming back,
I can keep running back,
I can keep coming back,
I can keep running back...
To you.

_____________

Tergantung Kamu
Chiquita Meidy

Sayang apa kamu tahu
Aku sudah tahu semua kartumu
Sayang aku tlah dapatkan
Cara yang mudah menghadapi dirimu

Reff:
Jangan kau buat aku jadi mainanmu
Karna nanti dirimu yang kan jadi mainanku
Aku setia bila kau juga setia
Ku berikan semua yang ku punya untukmu

Tapi tergantung kamu
Tergantung kamu

Sayang aku sudah tahu
Jalan pikiranmu sekarang
Sayang lama-lama aku
Meninggalkan kamu bila begitu

Back to Reff:

Jangan kau buat aku jadi mainanmu
Ku berikan semua yang ku punya untukmu

Tapi tergantung kamu
Tergantung kamu
Tergantung kamu

_____________

CINTA TERHALANG
BOB AF2

Rasa lahirnya impianku
Bila terpandang wajahmu
Lirik senyuman kilauan sinar/mata
Memikat memukau jiwa ini

Ingin aku menyapa
Mahu ku kenali hatimu
kusedari ini bukan biasa/
Terkilanku memang ini
Khayalan

(chorus)
Tak dapat aku lindungi perasaan
Engkau impian yang aku idamkan
Kau yang ku puja, kau yang ku sanjung
Kau yang aku perlukan/angankan
Kau yang ku sayang, kau yang ku cinta
Kaulah satu cinta terhalang

Engkau lafazkan/lepaskan perasaan
Setulus hati jiwamu
penuh keikhlasan, penuh bermakna
Memikat hati dan naluriku

walaupun kau sedari
Kau tetapkan perasaanmu
Kau berikan cinta yang terpendam/
Terkhayal

(Ulang korus)

Walau ku tahu kita
Tak mungkin bersama
Tetap ku sanjung.…
Cintamu yang suci yang bermakna/terhalang ohh…

@kl: Interview session

2009-01-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

My interview will be at 230. Pray for me yah :)

---

Regards,
Mohd Asyrafi Bin Abd Halim

sent using HTC Touch-Celcom Broadband on Windows Mobile 6.

2009 resolution

2009-01-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

its already 5% of 2009. i know its late. i know its not that meaningful.

and i know nobody cares.

well, i dont care because this is my personal space. and i'm a firm believer in 'all those small things in life matters'. thats why im going to have a late, simple, but achievable resolution for 2009.

i will stop eating spicy food and chillies that has been my favourite since i was a kid. i believe this will somehow reduce my temper and stomach-hell for me. ive just recovered from 3 weeks of constant diarrhoea. and its a hell. so two birds with a stone. bad stomach and bad temper.
i will get employed in february. no matter what. no matter what job. no matter how much the pay is going to be.
get through [p] interview and impress the interviewer. how? it's a trade secret.
maximum 4 months wait for [p] call-up. then i'll assume they do not want me. i will pursue my dream of flying.
if [p] hires me. i will work for them diligently. but i will still chase my dream. sooner or later.

5 is enough. all achievable. all workable.

my financial goal is to save rm10k bt the end of this year.

good luck to me.

@kl till saturday/sunday

2009-01-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

klcc here i come.

klcc from cengal condo. CnC welcomed.

dont worry i wont bother anybody during my travel.

yes, that includes you.

hai. nama saya mat.

2009-01-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

and this, my dear fren, is a response to this post:
http://piggytalking.wordpress.com/2009/01/15/kisah-pramuraga-terlampau/

nama saya mat (bukan nama sebenar). saya dilahirkan pada tahun 80-an. seluruh hidup saya dipenuhi suka dan duka, jerih dan payah, ketawa dan tangis. normal lah tu. macho-macho pon nanges gak. lapa masa baby. xleh nk tolong lah. yer saya ngaku saya baby yang macho. dan comel.

sepanjang pengajian saya di utp, saya lalui penuh kesabaran. kesilapan-kesilapan yang dilalui, seperti join luxor, hampir kantoi fyp 1, bermalas-malasan dalam coursework hingga dapat xsampai setengah, semuanya diambil sebagai pengajaran berharga. terdapat juga kejayaan-kejayaan yg diperolehi, seperti berjaya pergi ke kelas hari sabtu, berjaya mendapat F dalam semua matapelajaran dalam satu sem, berjaya mendapat status dismissal dengan GPA, CGPA 0.00, (er kejayaan ke tu?) dan jugak berjaya mendapat A dalam co-cu Drama n Theater II.

yer betul, saya mendapat Drama n Theater II.

yang diambil sewaktu berada di semester akhir.

pelik kan? memang pelik. jika kedudukan saya sebagai pelajar paling tua dalam kelas, dan lainnya hanyalah kanak2 hingusan belasan tahun, tentulah lebih pelik.

sangat sangat cool kan?

saya memang sengaja mengambil keputusan mengambil co-cu di final sem tatkala rakan2 sudah menghabiskannya di tahun pertama lagi. kenapa? saya ada sebab tersendiri. tatkala semua orang lebih selesa berada dalam kumpulan sendiri ketika dalam kelas, saya lebih selesa bersendirian dalam kuliah.

alasannya? kurang distraction. dan best tido. sbb takde orang kacau ngambik gambo ke apa ke.

dan juga mendapat ramai kenalan baru.

kuliah2 yang saya sertai sorang-sorang termasuklah tranportation engineering, highway engineering, engineering economics, engineering in society, operation and construction management.

dan akhir sekali, Drama n Theater II.

kelas pertama drama n teater, saya terpaksa ponteng. kerana? ingin bermalas malasan. bosan lah kalau mahu start awal kelas ni. lebih baik menikmati cuti sepuas puasnya. dan juga mahu bersedia menghadapi kelas seterusnya.

fuh alasan.

kelas pertama, tidak seperti dijangka. rupanya kelas kecil sahaja. hampir 20 orang. tidak mengapa. dilihat budak-budak ni tgh bersenam senaman, mulanya disangka silap kelas. tp ternampak Dr N. oh. pasti inilah kelasnya drama.

"is this drama n theater II?" dengan keyakinan saya bertanya kepada kelas tersebut.

"yes yes. come in." mesra sahutan Dr N.

lega. selepas selesai sesi senam senaman dan menolak nolak tenaga (korg takyah paham. ni istilah kelas drama kitorg lol) Dr N memberi amaran:
- kelas ni kelas budak2, so we may ask you to do stupid things which i might refuse to do since im in my final sem (matured lah konon)
- comply, or fail

hah hah. ape punya cabaran lah. saya jenis jantan pantang dicabar, lalu dengan lantang saya terus menyahut cabaran tersebut

"Occaaaayyyyyy!" dgn gaya haado gay (oke ini satu exaggaration)

"so wats your name?"

"mat"

simple. and concise. i knoe i got longer name. but i think mat suffice. i wasn't called by my other name by choice. that was the name given by my seniors at my alma mater.

besides, i wasnt lying. there IS Mohd in my name. lol.

i think none of my drama mates, even my lecturer doesn't know this, but i used to be an active drama/theater actor/director/stage director.

err apsal tiba2 aku tulih english nih. hahah.

sepanjang kelas drama tersebut saya telah mengenali lebih dekat mereka semua. ada yang kelakar. ada yang diam. ada yang skema. ada yang kuat stadi. ada yang kuat bersembang. ada yang kuat gelak (dis one is for u naila dear. hahah. dem)

bila sampai ke penghujung kelas, rasa agak sedih meninggalkan kelas tersebut. sayang rasanya. dalam kelas inilah saya boleh buat benda2 bodoh tanpa judgemnt dari kawan-kawan. boleh bergurau senda tanpa segan silu. boleh rasa berbangga sebab dah survive the uni for 5 freakin years (cewah). dan semua classmate sangat-sangat santai dan sporting.

paling penting sekali, hajat saya untuk dipanggil mat berhasil. alhamdulillah >_<

dan hasil paling best sekali? dapat A. wpon test kantoi with flying colours. berbaloi lah jadik orang tua dalam kelas drama. hak hak.

dis is me in my classmate's pix, saja kacau dia camwhoring after our final performance. sori yah naila lol.

tagged? oh first time aku rasa gedik nk wat

2009-01-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

i was tagged by deng syncmaster. http://abedaa.blogspot.com/2009/01/tag-cabaran-sexy-boy.html

kinda feel like doing it heh heh.

kuli gerai berjaya.

raya kedua, kat kampung

altered, tgh men rubik. hak hak

ini gamba plg seksi. katang sungguh ya jejaka di sebelah aku nih

(btw, he's single)

n lastly, pegi bbq pakai kain pelikat. pecaya? xpecaya? siyeshit aku penah wat.

hambek:

btw, aku xusha chick kat depan tu ye. aku tgh tenung fruit salad tuh. nyum2.

sesuai dengan motto aku "perut lebih penting"

since i was tagged long ago, im doing everyone a favor by not tagging anyone.

cyber warfare and as for the extra: KEPUTUSAN PILIHAN RAYA KECIL P36 KT

2009-01-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

interesting. who knows that someday the "harmless" world wide web will be the war zone. Interesting, though how this pak arab deals with those hackers.

http://arabcrunch.com/2009/01/online-wars-surviving-ddos-attacks.html

and Islamic hackers are on it, too:

http://hackinthebox.org/index.php?name=News&file=article&sid=29368

on a similar occasion, there are also local cyber warfare, too, thanks to PRK P36 KT:

http://hasbullah.pit.my/2009/01/cadangan-bodoh-buat-tok-penghulu.html

http://kedahlanie.blogspot.com/2009/01/tranungkite-di-serang.html

and for the note, Pas won in KT with majority 2000+. congratulations.

dah menang jgn lupa janji2 tanggungjawab kat rakyat.

btw, as usual, when Barisan Nasional lost a by-election, no immediate announcement on the results by the mainstream medias is made.

boo Malaysian media. u suck.

a practical joke

2009-01-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

just want to share... im in jiwakacau mood right now. strips like this help me forgetting my problems for a while

untitled

2009-01-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

weeping rose

me, now.......

I AM DEVASTATED

2009-01-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

i know this will be my 3rd post for today.

this, my dear fren, will be the last one.

and i really am disappointed.

Job hunting: Part I

2009-01-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

630am - abeh mayang suboh. melengung 10 minit. pk2 nak buat apa. on pc, bukak resume. edit sikit2. scam.... oops.... scan certificate.

700am - mandi pagi. complete semua syempu2 sabun2 gosok gg potong kuku berus kaki potong janggut micai.

730am - seterika suar baju tai. carik kot. lepas 15 minit jumpak kot. pastu terpk, cam mat semangat lebih lak kalau pakai kot. kensel.

800am - pakai baju + suar. dan2 mak tego rambut panjang. betol gak. kedai gunting bukak kul 930. dem. tak pelah tggu 930. sambil2 tu leh bekpes + tgk tibi

930 - g potong rambut. singgah kedai putustet, nak putustet sijil. adeh ramai lah pulak kedai gunting nih. tunggu jelah.

1030 - nice lah. dah ready nak g carik kerja.

1031 - oh shit terlupa bwk CV kat umah. kena balik lah pulak.

1045 - mak dah bersiap2 dah rupanya dengan tokwan.

" jom p kinik. amik ubat tokwan "

...

sebagai anak soleh, aku tak mampu menolak ajakan tersebut.

" jom "

nyatalah menunggu giliran di klinik kerajaan macam menunggu antivirus scan 300GB hard disk. campo lagi 3 jam.

tak berubah-ubah la stendet service klinik kerajaan ni. yg menunggu 5 orang. macam 10000 orang tgh wat rawatan pulak. opis2 gamen len dah improve banyak, kenapa lah healthcare services tak improve2.

sangat lah saks.

ok lah tak pe lah. blk rumah, dah pun pukul 130 ptg.

makan nasik. letih.

TETIDO LAH PULAK!

sampai PUKUL EMPAT

conclusion hari ni: Fail. with flying colours.

aku ngaku aku copy paste

2009-01-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

" saya benci awak."

" huh? saya tau dah."
pause, taking a deep breath.

" awak tengok dari tingkap bilik. tengok bintang. saya benci awak sebanyak bintang-bintang tu."

" laa... kat part mana yang awak tak faham. yang saya cakap... saya dah tau. adoi adoi."

" nak jiwang pun tak boleh ke. peduli apa saya."

" ok... saya tak peduli dah."

they're getting bored with each other, what else can i say. geesh.

dicurik from http://piggytalking.blogspot.com

-lari sebelum dipukul naiela-

yang mana satu?

2009-01-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

bekas timbalan perdana menteri, menteri kewangan, menteri pelajaran

atau

bekas setiausaha politik yang menjilat ludahnya sendiri?

liwat? accused or convicted?

tak tahulah. tak ada kerja lain kot. tak sempat mamat tu nak jadik pm dia dah nak tuduh macam2. kalau terrrr jadik pm. tak taula. dia tuduh penah kena tala la kot nnt.

mana lah tahu kalau lubang jubonya lagi longgar dari sang gagah-dan-macho-mendakwa-jubo-ditala-orang-tua

tak tahulah sapa lagi hipokrit. surat yg ditulis sepuluh tahun lepas kah, ataupun orang yang pulun mengutuk macam-macam, tahu-tahu hari ni siap join pulak. jadik orang kuat pulak.

herm nak kata kuat tak pulak. kuat sembur air liur sajalah.

dulu ngata sedap. umno rasuah. mahathir men kroni. anwar tak tala jubo.

sekarang? umno dah tak rasuah kot. paklah tak men kroni ngan keri kot. anwar tu mmg kaki tala.

aku bukan lah kerajaan. aku bukan lah anti kerajaan.

aku anti EZAM.

or generally, orang cakap kencang. tapi apa-apa pun tak ada

saker

DULU

KINI

SELAMANYA

-aku dah letih dengan politik jubo malaysia-

pembangunan?

2009-01-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

"sepanjang di bawah pemerintahan XXX ni pakcik, sejauh mana pembangunan yang dibawak?"

"Pokcik xnampak ada sebarang pembangunang di sini. bangunang2 yang ade pong hasil pemerintoh hok dulu. bangunan skang dah lame2 blake"

pembangunan = bangunan tinggi2, baru2, besar2, lawa2 ke?

sempit sungguh lah pemikiran pakcik tua tersebut. kampung sungguh. simple sungguh. ada bangunan, maju. ada leterik, maju. ada air, maju. ada sekolah, maju. ada masjid, maju. biarlah xde org semayang pun. asal nama mesjid baru, maju.

kalau bangunan baru-baru, faedah direct untuk pakcik ada ke?

mmg lah ada. contohnya ekonomi berkembang. ada tempat berniaga. org buat pejabat. tapi apa faedahnya kalau rakyat sendiri tak mampu menikmati kesannya? duit takdak nk berbelanja. nak berhibur. nak melancong. nak berjalan2.

dah tu main-mainkan benda retorik pulak. janji pilhanraya tak tertunailah. berpecah belahlah. jgn mainkan kaum lah.

xde sapa pun yang main2kan pasal perkauman ni. perasan sangat. cuba control sikit nafsu tu. istighfar banyak2. ingat tuhan.

marah sungguh aku kat reporter nih. dressing stylo tak nak kalah. pemikiran kampung sangat. yelah mana x kampungnya, pembangunan dikira kalau ada api air sekolah masjid. tu dah memang tanggungjawab kerajaan. sapa sapa lah yang jadik kerajaan, tok guru ka, imam hadhari ka, beruk oxford ka, putera mongolia ka, memang lah kena buat semua tu.

keperluan vs kehendak

tanggungawab vs jasa

u decide. i blog. lol

result @utp

2009-01-13T09:56:00.000+08:00

so this is my final result in UTP. the last one. interestingly it got both A and F! and both are for cocu subjects. lol!

dont worry, that F is for basic dance cocuriculum course, which I have withdrawn earlier for Drama and Theater II. Ironic as it seems, I got an A for that course.

hahah.

well, thats certainly not the first F i got in my life. I lied to everybody that ive never got an F throughout my years in UTP. In fact, I got F for the whole subjects taken in that particular semester. Want to see it? There you go:

Lol. and the bottom two subjects, Islamic Studies and thinking skills, I got D because of coursework marks. which is a total pity because I got the highest coursework mark or Thinking Skills for that semester. hahahah.

so there you go. Fs for my first and last semesters in UTP. LOL

* can you guess why i got Fs for the whole semester? I will post the answer later, if anyone is willing to guess in the comments section ;)

the call (sila baca sambilpasang lagu the call-bsb)

2009-01-13T09:19:00.000+08:00

still waiting for the call. most of my friends already have. and im stuck here. still waiting for the call.

sorry for the lack for updates. it's been 3 days im with my grandpa. just hope he can recover soon so i can go back to job hunting.

seems that my loan bond has been a major reason why my resumes are being rejected. had to remove that part.

sigh.

and just yesterday, i received my result transcript. kinda late, really. now only i can apply jobs using my degree, instead of my SPM.

just... pray for me lah. sigh.

ps- i sighed a lot lately. "sindrom anggur" has gotten into me, i guess. sigh

rant of the day

2009-01-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

bunkface? situasi?

sorry. this band sucks. try again.

@hospital kulim, just got back from 8hour drive

2009-01-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

got back home at 3am last night.should be earlier,but mum decided to drop by at grandpa's house because it's just on the way home.

turns out he had fallen and puked out blood last friday. my mum was afraid that there mey be an internal bleeding,so she decided to bring him back to our house in Kulim and get an X-ray done to him.

that's why im stuck here in hosp kulim with my gf (i mean, grabdfather lol)

(fyi,my grandpa is paralysed throughout te right side of his body, so his movement is kinda limited)

lets pray he's okay.

@kelantan

2009-01-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

ill be in kelantan for a few days. so keep in touch ya. haha.

Uh- oh Bama...

2009-01-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

Israel is "our strongest ally in the region and its only established democracy," Obama said, assuring his audience that "we must preserve our total commitment to our unique defense relationship with Israel by fully funding military assistance and continuing work on the Arrow and related missile defense programs." Such advanced multi-billion dollar systems he asserted, would help Israel "deter missile attacks from as far as Tehran and as close as Gaza."
http://electronicintifada.net/v2/article6619.shtml

"The world must work to stop Iran's uranium enrichment program and prevent Iran from acquiring nuclear weapons. It is far too dangerous to have nuclear weapons in the hands of a radical theocracy. And while we should take no option, including military action, off the table, sustained and aggressive diplomacy combined with tough sanctions should be our primary means to prevent Iran from building nuclear weapons."

Dear Barack Obama,

Thank you for supporting Israel. Thank you for the remarks on the Palestine-Israel issue. Thank you for showing commitment in funding Israel's defense effort.

Don't worry. read the previous paragraph in a sarcastic tone.

It just doesn't make any sense. Read Obama's statements. It's just plain crude and ignorant. "only established democracy" "help deter missile attacks"?

A democratic country who doesn't respect the democracy of her neighbour? Who doesn't recognised the elected government by the people? Who declared war on its starving, suffering neighbour? Israel never respected Hamas as an elected government in Palestine. They even launch assaults on poorly equipped Hamas millitary wing, al Qassam. Unfortunately, their poor aim always missed the target. Eh, that's not the case, as their technology is the best around the globe. Oh wait, they don't even aim the Palestine freedom fighter, they aim for civillians and children. And they need more "advanced multi billion dollars system" just to aim at more civillians and children. Killing Palestine freedom fighter will not do them good, because if there's no resistance from the Palestinians, there wil be no excuse for them to kill more civillians and children.

what a sadistic retard.

and those rockets are not even big missiles. theyre just small rockets, fired unaimed.

And what's this call for Iran to stop it's nuclear program? What about Israel? This terrorist state clearly has the most nuclear arms in the region. With a clear intention on going to war with its neighbours, doesn't that make them vulnerably dangerous?

We don't have high expectation on your administration Mr Obama. But your latest stance is, at least, very shocking and mildly unbelievable. we certainly wouldn't have thought you would be so biased towards the Zionists.

All the best when you're in power Mr Obama. Now we know, no matter what the face of the President of US looks like, no matter what color he is, no matter what origin he came from, are really just more or less from the same crop.

hai menteri besar oo menteri besar

2009-01-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i watched the evening news on TV. Which I rarely do these days. Kinda shocking, I must admit when I heard this comment on the news:

"Peruntukan itu meliputi RM 2 juta untuk membaiki longkang dan jalan raya rosak manakala 3.8 juta untuk projek-projek kecil di sekitar parlimen Kuala Terengganu."

"sukar untuk kerajaan meneruskan agenda pembangunan jika sekiranya Parlimen Kuala Terengganu jatuh ke tangan Pakatan Rakyat."

- Terengganu Mentri Besar

What a stupid statement made by one of the supposed-to-be respected leader in the state! In a broad daylight, in front of the media, not even in a sarcastic tone, he admitted that it wasn't their best interest to serve the people. Instead, they serve as a government just to make sure people who doesn't vote for them, are denied rights as a citizen.

on the other hand, it's just another form of 'rasuah'. "If you vote me, I pay. If you don't, go to hell."

This statement would not help them winning votes, at all.

Hurm, come to think of it, it could help them winning desperate votes. Maybe his degree in Political Science taught him that.

On other site, i found this interesting statements:

Baling batu ke arah iblis adalah sunnah nabi Ibrahim

Diriwayatkan bahawa ketika Nabi Ibrahim a.s sedang berjalan-jalan di suatu tempat, maka dia digoda iblis dan syaitan. Lalu, junjungan besar itu telah membaling batu ke arah iblis tersebut.

Tindakan wartawan penyiaran Iraq itu (beliau pun mungkin tak sedar) sebenarnya warisan daripada sunnah Nabi Ibrahim a.s.

Bush adalah iblis besar abad ini.
Maka.. sikap Muntazer al-Zaidi hanya luahan daripada fitrah, sunnatullah dan sunnah Nabi Ibrahim ke atas musuh-musuh Allah seperti Iblis dan kaum-kaum yang ingkar kepada suruhan Allah.

FYI Muntazeer is the famous reporter who threw his shoes at the Mr Stupid-yet-arrogant Monkey Bush. If you ask me, yeah he deserve those shoes. I would be very humiliated if I'm an American (no insult here, dear Americans. It's your President's faut). He's not even the elected President. Read "Stupid White Men" by Michael Moore and you'll understand.

kedah 4 - 1 selangor (oh sorry, it was the other way around)

2009-01-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

thanks kedah for the beautiful football tonight. but what we really need are goals! not superb display of football!

the most un impressive player is the gk, helmi eliza. not to blame him fully, but he's really prone to error when there's ball around him. it looks like he wants to show off his punching skills but the truth is, he failed miserably. i dont blame him for the first goal, it is indeed a brautiful goal. but i can't stand the 2nd and third. why punch the ball when you can safely clutch the ball to your chest? we don't mind it if it was a good punch to clear the ball, but when he misjudged it, it really makes him look stupid.

and to the strikers, esp muhymen, this is not a target practice. this is a football match. cup match. community shield cup finals. what's the use of strikers if they can't even direct the ball towards the goal? let alone score goals. but the only goal was a beauty, i must admit. why do you have to wait until minutes before time to play on par with your performance? when you did, it's already too late.

come on! where's the finish lads? all i can see was a flowing football from kedah. but from the possession kedah enjoyed, only a few does hit the target and only one was in. kinda sad actually.

congrats to selangor.

condolences to kedah. maybe nextime, who knows

2009-01-02T11:29:00.000+08:00

o_O

the not-so-happy-new-year for me

2009-01-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

when asked about my new year, i dont have much to comment. to be honest, i dont really celebrate any new year - at all. I dont even watch the countdown. Why? honestly, i dont see the point of celebrating another day in a year. It just mark the beginning of a new calendar. nothing significant anyway. and all those firework displays? concerts? entertainment overload? waste of time and money. those celebrations are just for brats who dont know where else to throw away their parent's money.

sorry for the harsh statement. it's been a bad day for me.

first, the lcd display of the latop i borrowed from my friend blacked out. turns out it has some problem with its backlight.

then ive got this bad flu. i slept the whole day in the new year! just woke up. still dizzy and suffering from running nose till now.

then the usb ports on my desktop are behaving crazily. which means nothing can be connected to my desktop pc. except for the mouse. darn

on a positive note, today is the first day of my celcom broadband postpaid subscription. so you'll be seeing me update this blog frequently. that is, if im not busy and in the mood of writing :)

each day this blog is becoming like my personal diary, instead of the place where i put my thoughts. i think im going to change my tone a bit in my next posts. maybe post about sports, politics etc.

@home, bored to death

2008-12-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

people say doing nothing for such a long time will shrink your brain.

exactly.

i really feel like my brain is just a bit bigger than a walnut. it became something lazy. lazy to think for me. lazy to memorise for me. lazy to decide for me.

does this count as brain dead?

well, looking at a positive light, i'm not really doing nothing. i did submit the replacement teacher application form just now. i did follow up with my Master's application in UTP this morning. and i drove my granny's sister to the hospital today. and i did go to a 'kenduri' as well. and at 6pm, i accompany my mum doing some shopping. oh, almost forgot that today i apply for celcom unlimited broadband.

nice eh?

so im kinda tired now. well, those things i did justify why my brain is lazy right now. its just tired. he2. and now im writing this blog pulak. pity him.

any how, ive written several times for this blog via my pdaphone, but when i post it, its just gone. pissed off, i decided not to rewrite it. or for that matter, i will never write my blog using the handset anymore.

darn it.

btw i never get tired of missing her. sigh. when are we going to see each other b?

so thats all for now, my update for this, er, week? laters

a week later

2008-12-30T09:25:00.000+08:00

today i drive my granny's sister for her regular med checkup.

i checked my email yesterday, and the lecturer i proposed for my postgrad research gives me a nod for my proposal.now i have to get my department head to recommend my name. i hope this will go well, and i can be in utp for another year or two.or maybe i can just quit and be an engineer :b

watever it is,pray for my success eyh :)

@kl

2008-12-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

finally! got my SPM n PMR certs! i know it's kinda late, it's been 5 years since i last stepped onto the KYS compound. I was dumbfounded. Really really really dumbfounded. KYS has changed so much! No more rubber and palm estate around it. So many developments around the area. I think they're building bungalows there. lol.

Now I really feel Im getting older.

Mr Tan Cheh Li, my favourite Add Maths teacher is going to be the Academic Manager. Kak Lijah, my favourite admin secretary no longer works there. the synthetic field is no longer used. and the list goes on.

those things make me think, have i changed too? a lot? a little? i think maybe i am. for the better or not, im not really sure, but i think i'm more realistic now. not setting my goals higher than what i used to. maybe a bit mature, but i cannot deny that my social skills are waning as time goes by.

on a positive note, that might be a sign for me to change something in my life. Which I'm doing right now. transition from student to a career life.

wish me all the best my dearest friends =)

a week after

2008-12-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

A week after.nothing much changed.im still jobless.spent 3 days for iduladha.after that went for dental check up.need to remove my wisdom tooth.what a pity.also,i helped the renovation of my parent's house in SP.next?i dont know.tomorrow i might go to 'pejabat pendidikan' to apply for temp teaching job.if time permits,i may look for any construction office and try handing out my resume.

But i really want a job in petronas!god help me.i hope they will call for interviews and i'll be recommended for OPUs.

I came across one article about mukhriz mahathir a few days ago.he had been labeled 'racist' just because he suggests that we should abolish vernacular schools and replace them with national schools.this is sick.no,not the suggestion,but the racist label.which one is more 'racist'?trying to unify people through one school system or supporting racial polarization by allowing each race with its own school system?

It's up to us to decide.in my opinion one national school system is not impossible,and the unifying effect will benefit everyone.

Although racism will always be there,but being conservative will not help much.the solution is,open up our mind and be more receptive to changes instead of opposing it.

So here's my to do list after graduation:
Grab an effin job! Doesnt matter wat, maybe temp, maybe permanent, i dont really care.mb temp teacher will suffice
Get celcom broadband 68 package,without the contract.
Diet!diet!diet!
Settle clearance @ utp
Settle fyp claims
Dental checkup - need to remove my wisdom tooth

@home

2008-12-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

just got back from dental appointment. i have toothache for a few days now. i thought my teeth would fall out because i have a few sleepless nights because of it. but its only a gum lesion. idont know what exactly happen inside there, but at least, that's what the dentist told me.

now im on celcom broadband, the prepaid one. turns out, the coverage over here in Kulim is VERY EXCELLENT. hooked it up to my father's laptop and voila! im online!

the price is a bit steep, rm6 per24 hrs (promotion till end of year), but still, better than rm2 per use at the cybercafe =D

thats all for now, my parents are home.tq

cleared

2008-12-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

yes u read them right. my clearance form. my ultimate graduation proof. well, it may seem incomplete, but it's meant to be that way. both the exam n registration will only be certified once the result for this semester is out, in a month or so.

tomorrow i'll surrender my room's key to RC (residential college) office.

thus, i, Mohd Asyrafi Abd Halim, is officially an alumni of UTP and currently unemployed, now a liability to society, with all the subsidies and tax exemptions, medical fees, etc.

why bother? heck ive been studying for 10 years straight without a break (5yrs secondary school, and shortly after, 5 yrs of undergraduate). i dont mean study break, but a real break like really lepak2 and doing nothing to contribute to society. hahah.

kinda like it.

but i still miss her.

chow, gotta pack my things. going back home tomorrow =)

using my handphone...

2008-12-04T12:58:00.000+08:00

this is a test post. im now using my pdaphone to create this post.kinda weird but i think i better get used to it.

i started playing SPORE last night and damn im already ketagih playing it.

and this, my friend, is a goodbye post

2008-12-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

my matric card. been using it for almost a year. my original went missing just after my internship. it doesn't matter. a credential proof of my status as a UTP student, this card has served me for a full 5 years. kinda sad parting with it. btw, i have to surrender it back to utp to be destroyed.

so many memories with it. sweet and bad ones.

no matter how i said i dislike utp, deep in my heart, there's always love for it. i used to wish that time turns faster so that i can graduate earlier, but these times, i only think of good times when i was here. things i regret doing. things i regret not doing. lessons of life i took from my experience being here.

and how i found love, hatred, friends, cliques, mates and foes.

thank you sayang. u taught me how to love unconditionally

thank you friends. u taught me how to treat people right.

thank you foes. for showing me my bad spots.

thank you utp. i owe you lessons of life.

thank you ESU. i owe you rm90k.

shit.

pizza karaoke and a broken handset

2008-12-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

just now went to pizza hut batu gajah with my roommate + housemate. ordered quite a lot of food. n then went for karaoke session. for us 1 hour of karaoke is more than enough lol.

btw i got a call from an amoi just now. its regarding my handset. she said the cost to repair is rm280 an it will take them 10 days to repair it. what the effing hell is that supposed to mean? u take 10 days to replace lcd of one stupid pdaphone? are they stupid or just plain lazy? i shouted angrily, trying to negotiate for earlier deadline for the phone, but to no avail. idont care about the cost, i just want my phone to be normal again!

anyone with disappointing set of dopod 838 pro (its a hermes btw)? care to share? where to find a decent repair shop in the northern part? or for that matters, an official retailer for this stpid phone im having in these areas? penang would be good enough.

i googled about this handset and found out that its touchscreen lcd is problematic. any experienced users care to share?

first rank in google search keyword:

2008-12-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

try this keywords:
grapevine utp
utp kampung5
ibnuhalim.blogspot.com (of course! lol)

and surprisingly, someone tagged my post in malaysiapop? lol. dont ask me what site is it. i was as clueless as you are right now.

the tag: http://malaysiapop.com/PoliticalNews/liwat_liwat_liwat_gay_kah_malaysia
the post: http://ibnuhalim.blogspot.com/2008/08/liwat-liwat-liwat-gay-kah-malaysia.html

and further googling, shows that Ropi is apparently an 18-yo hungarian blogger obessed with Palotás (too lazy to google). since he's a dude, i refuse to further google my name.

any differences?

2008-11-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

This is code no 1:

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var options =
xmldata.getElementsByTagName("root").item(0);
alert(options.firstChild.data);
}

This is code no 2:

var options =
xmldata.getElementByTagName("root").item(0);
alert(options.firstChild.data);
}

Notice any differences?

Ok one more time